“I’m Difficult.”

i don’t deserve anyone’s love and affection I don’t deserve it I don’t

“It kills you slowly, you know? Not being loved.”

- (via @heartbrokenlysurviving)

“Do you ever miss someone so bad, you break down and bawl your eyes out, because you are having a really hard time right now and that person is the only one on this planet who can make you feel better but you don’t want to bother them. So all you can do is break down and cry.”

—

I shouldn’t have been born

“Have you ever tried to have a good time or just tried to distract yourself but then suddenly you feel the sadness in your chest coming back and every second it gets heavier and even if you try to hold it back but you never win. So you‘re just there feeling how you slowly get empty again. This makes me want to appreciate those little moment of happiness no matter how long they last because sadness is always ready to take it away.”

— The Poetic Boy

Growing up neglected can mean you don’t feel like you get to be picky about who gives you attention or what kind of attention you even get, you cling onto anyone who acknowledges your existence and it can end up so painful

I ask myself this all the time.

“I get way too sensitive when I get attached to someone. I can detect the slightest changed in the tone of their voice, and suddenly I’m spending all day trying to figure out what I did wrong.”

— Brandon Stanton (via perrfectly)

I’m toxic

I’m poison

I’m a disease

I’m a disorder

I’m a freak

I’m a burden

I’m a monster.

So how could anyone ever love this.