Tragic

High self-worth is essential as water, sleep, and oxygen. You must believe you deserve space. You must believe you are worth “it”. And then take that a little higher, and add your wildest dreams to this ecosystem. Our thoughts nourish our mind. When we think happy/exciting thoughts, our mind actively searches for these things in our surroundings to reaffirm and validate them. Even if we don’t yet have it, when we think about a big dream or goal, our mind starts pinpointing the opportunities that lead us to achieving these desires. Whenever you feel lost in life, go back to the drawing board of your self-esteem. Build yourself up again, as many times as you need to, even when it feels like you are starting over. Self-love, vibrations and energy is an important priority like sleep, water, and nutrition. Channel your highest self-regard before bed. Just a little reminder: when you’re struggling with a difficult situation, the best thing you can do is INSIST on championing yourself. Do not compromise. Do not falter. You are special.

if theres something i hate more than men , it’s broke men

me and my future husband

Vogue Paris 2008 February “Just Married”

I had an ex “SD” aka client when I was a sugar baby that tried to plan a date with me recently, he canceled the day prior so I told him I’ll need a cancellation fee and future deposit in the form of a gift card if he’d like to see me again and he was shook

Absolutely embarrassing the things I used to put up with from a man. SA was POISON

“Discipline is getting up at six A.M. in Hollywood when you’d rather be in New York waking at eleven. Discipline, too, is learning something new and strange or refusing a second piece of cinnamon toast. Discipline is not putting things off until tomorrow. If today is for buying spring clothes, you buy them. If now is the time to take singing lessons, you take them now, not next year. Next year you can take singing lessons, too, but they are next year’s lessons. There’s a time for everything.”

— Grace Kelly on self-discipline (Photoplay - February 1955)

High tea with my BFF 💞

I had a check up appointment and my plastic surgeon said “a beautiful nose on a beautiful face” and now all my insecurities are gone

use men - never let them use you

This reminds me of people who give me compliments on my appearance and quickly add something like “well it´s easy for you - you are genetically blessed” or “I only have to look at food and gain weight.”.. something along those lines. You can explain your workout regime, strict diet, skincare routine or general lifestyle choices all you want - they just keep talking about genetics or they will start to look down on you for the effort you put into your looks. The truth is that they want all those things (being in good shape, having better skin, etc.) but they want it to be easy. These people don´t want to hear how much discipline it takes, how much time, energy and money you have to invest in order to maintain a certain look. Talking about how some people have it easier, because of money or genetics or whatever won´t get you anywhere. 

Not to be a total rude bitch tho… but I work out almost everyday, I limit if not abstain from junk food, I drink plenty of water, I only drink certain types of alcohol and absolutely no soda. I get my lips injected, I see a dermatologist, I’m planning on getting lipo + non invasion nose job + Botox jaw contouring soon. I have hair extensions, I get my lashes and eyebrows dyed and maintained every two weeks… I get my nails all jacked up every three. I go tanning. I literally spend thousands of dollars a year on hair, skin, nails and makeup. Not to mention the dancer wardrobe I’ve accumulated… and anyone who thinks I shouldn’t make more money after all this effort can literally suck my ass!