‘Cause music is playing And I’m feeling disgraced So I’m dancing with razors
Music keep playing And I’m feeling deranged So I’m dancing with razors
There was something about the feelings of other boys that never looked true for me. Maybe because I could see how they overestimate a relationship; it is not about the person itself. And I know that feelings can grow up in relationships. However, it never made sense for me. But something about that guy made me feel like his concern for me was real - independently of the kind of concern. And I suppose it was not just about his age, but about his way to be: closed off, kind of indifferent about any other thing except himself; who was too serious to lose his time with a girl like me.
I'm in love with death
But life can't let me go
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