By: Bee
I was twenty. He, forty six. I was looking for a way to have a little more exciting life and heβ¦ Well I donβt know what he was looking for. The only thing I ever knew is that from the start he made my life seems like a movie plot. An action movie, maybe a romance; I guess it was more like an erotic one, that unfortunately became a drama which I cried for more than I ever cried for any other thread.
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All I always wanted was to feel he likes me. But now I am not longer blind: it would never be enough. He would never throw away everything he built up for all this years, when I was just learning how to talk, to write; just knowing the world. Because he is crazy to not lose the opportunities, to stay with me while he already have another one. But not crazy enough to start it all over again, to lose things for me, and to discover the things he could gain with me.
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