Not Dead Just Struggling Mentally Rn

For now I'm concentrating on my education so arts gonna take a backseat until I have the time to draw stuff, the next piece being cherri as a cookie.

Until then my asks are open so ask me silly questions and I'll respond best I can :)

The ask can be a variety of topics such as how is my day and what my favorite bird is you know just silly lil things till I pick up art again and I may share some silly doodles between then

Big update yippee

For the most part this is a bit more of an ask cause I need a little help with something but we will start with an update

Any drawings I’ve started may never see the light of day at least not until I can build the drive to start or finish any wips I have sitting about, things will likely be super slow till around summer time cause I’m extremely busy with school and exams plus the first half of the year is always supper busy for me anyways so drawing me put on hold until I feel like drawing or sharing any pieces.

Now that’s out of the road I’ve picked up painting on canvases again so I have a piece a may share once I’ve finished it, but to finish comes my main question. I’ve been listening to the Hawaii: part II album and I love the aesthetic of dream sweet in sea major by miracle music, and in turn I painted a piece of how the song feels to me and need a little help with languages for it. The original song makers name on YouTube is in Japanese (I’m taking a guess on how the language appears to me) and I would like some help spelling out the word Dream or Dreaming in Japanese (is it called kanji I’m unsure) if anyone can help so I can finally finish this piece.

I fucking love cucumber!!

This is indeed ones Miranda rights :)

You can eat a cucumber slice. You can think about poetry, or Silent Hill. You can be in love.

I think that's it.

I wish I had any cubes I'm poor in the rainbow cubes department 😭😭

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I've decided I wanna share some of my art on here so have this moth inspired character I drew

More art today. Just a little drawing that I drew under the request from a friend and a style of clothing I wanted to try. (I am aware of some inconsistencies in the drawing i didnt feel like fixing it rn)

The drawing may slow down a bit due to a bit of burnout, and I want to continue to work on the stories I'm writing currently.

Recovered from yesterday's escapade

Anyways I was reading a BBC article about roblox and how it's unsafe for children and how it's owner claimed that if parents don't want their kid on the platform that the should just not let their kids on the platform with rased a lot of questions on whether parents are parenting anymore which reminded me of Mt own childhood. I was allowed to play whatever games I wanted on my iPad but if my mum or dad explained to me that it was dangerous we would stop using it. In short our parents parented and monitored what we played to keep us safe from the platforms. I was not allowed do a lot of things until I turned 16 when it comes to social media

While I do think platforms like roblox should strive to do more to protect young people I also believe that parents should step up in monitoring their children and the games that they play and if the think the game is inappropriate for the child they should be honest and explain to the child how the game is not good and that they should stop playing it. I also may have just been a completely different child to most children today but I still believe that parents also have to put in the work to raise their children and not every social media or online platform must bend over backwards to cater to only children so parents can have an excuse to not parent or raise them.

This is only my opinion after reading the article and my thoughts are not gospel just because I had a different upbringing to other people does not mean every child will respond the same to being told that the game that they play Is bad.

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I'm sorry that I myself can not provide any help due to being underage still, but to anyone who can help do help in any way that you can.

Finished colouring the drawing and I love the colours I chose

If I wanted to or had the patience to I would change the butterfly around the singular eye to be both more butterfly shaped and coloured like an actual butterfly.

New art today

This isn't really my proudest work and really could be better in design but the colour scheme is quite nice