heyyyy would it be okay to request for Rodrygo since he isn’t in your list?? he’s just so underrated 😭😭😭
hey!! definitely yes, you can request for him🤍
pairing: richard rios x bsf!reader
summary: you’ve always had a minor (huge) crush on your best friend, but he seems oblivious
fc: various girls from pinterest
a/n: this one is for me and the other five richard rios girlies in tumblr just bc colombia won and i’m in a happy mood forever
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richardrios.m from today ⚽️💚
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username thank god for men
username 😩😩😩
username is hard to be normal about this ngl
username muito nivel 🔥 (too much level)
username richard rios is the man i deserve
username lindinhooo 😍 (pretty)
liked by richardrios.m, bffusername and others
yourusername some greeeen love 💚
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username love to see y/n at the games😽
username i wanna be y/n when i grow up
username my favorite wag🤍 (not a wag but still)
username no but is only a matter of time (i’m being delusional)
bffusername the prettiestttt💘
yourusername 🥰
username richard if you don’t wife her up i will
richardrios.m 💚🥷
yourusername 🫶🏽
username obsessed with her
liked by murilopaim, luisdiaz19_ and others
richardrios.m 🍻🌊🌴
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username que homem 😍 (what a man)
username speechless rn
username he’s with y/nnnn 🤭
username they would make such a great couple
username RIGHT idk why they’re not together 😩
yourusername 🤍 (liked by richardrios.m)
username get together already omg
username y/n and richard are so cute 🥰
liked by bffusername, joacopiquerez and others
yourusername fun times with fun company🍸
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username the true it girl
username y/n i pray to you
bffusername blondes do have more fun👯♀️
yourusername confirm
username last pic … i’m thinking thoughts
username when they get together we act surprised
richardrios.m 😽
yourusername 💚
username she’s so iconic i love her
username sooo serena van der woodsen coded
liked by kimkardashian, judebellingham and others
yourusername have you tried skims already … 💗
tagged skims
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username IN HER MODEL ERA
username i am no better than a man i’m afraid
username someone check on my man richard
bffusername the hottest ever 🥵 (liked by yourusername)
username can richard fight?
username just feel to my knees 😩
username no i’m panicking
richardrios.m 🥰 (liked by yourusername)
yourusername my guy do you know you have 30 minutes ???
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richardrios.m unposted from these last few games🥷⚽️
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username meu deus 🥵 (my god)
username unforgettable indeed
username my man (and y/n’s)
username the hands, the neck tattoos, the little star on his cheek …. speechless
username thinking that y/n probably gave him the star 😩😩😩
username bro casually posting a thirst trap out of nowhere 😭
username damn.
username he knows he’s fine 😔
liked by yourusername, raphaelveigaa and others
richardrios.m 🎊🍾
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username pls why is he so cute
username always with y/n 🫶🏽
username soooo adorable
username i’m in love
username 💍?
username lindo demais 😩 (too handsome)
username richard just one chanceee
liked by richardrios.m, bffusername and others
yourusername life lately🧚🏼♀️🥷
tagged bffusername and richardrios.m
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username OMG ???
username the way i always knew this was gonna happen and i was still not prepared for a hard launch
username FINALLY!!! my man richard got the girl
username y/n using the ninja emoji in the caption🥺
username they’re too cute 🥰
username finally we can call her a wag while being an actual wag
username all the y/nrichard nation girlies cheered
username the boyfriend material we’re gonna get it’s gonna be insane😩
richardrios.m the most beautiful!❤️
yourusername 💗💗💗
omggg i jus read “snap out of it” and i feel like i need to know what happened 😭😭 your smaus are so so good 🫶🏻!!
ahhh thank you so much!! 💗 now the real question is is what do you think happened? 🫣 that’s the fun thing about open endings hahaha
masterlist - request
pairing: lando norris x leclerc!fem!reader
summary: lando's been soft launching, but when someone spots the youngest leclerc out with him in Italy, her brothers don't react as they'd hoped
w/c & a/n: smau | I need smau fic ideas, chat gpt is not helping 😭
lando
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lando nice and needed vacation ☀️
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user1 IS THAT A G-GIRL ⁉️⁉️
carlossainz55 aye you bastard answer my messages 😑 ♥︎ by author
charles_leclerc looks like little lando norris is all grown up 🥺
maxfewtrell oh he's all grown up all right 😏
lando maxfewtrell you keep your mouth SHUT
charles_leclerc maxfewtrell ????
user2 damn we got lando soft launching before gta 6
user3 she looks oddly familiar but I can't think of how
maxfewtrell 😶
user3 maxfewtrell TELL US WHAT YOU KNOW
maxfewtrell user3 🤐
user3 maxfewtrell you BITCH
oscarpiastri looking tan mate 👍 ♥︎ by author
user4 do we think oscar knows who she is
maxverstappen1 why was I not informed about this
lando because you have connections 😄
maxverstappen1 lando so you're assuming I'd tell others ??
lando maxverstappen1 don't play the victim we all know you love to gossip 🙄
user4 lando says max v has connections to her 🤔 does that mean she's part of the f1 world ♥︎ by author
user5 YOU'RE ONTO SOMETHING
user6 LANDO LIKING ?????
user7 maybe she's a sister of one of the drivers??
user8 no way that would ever happen lmao
lando
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lando they do say Italy is the country of love 🫶
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user9 soldiers we've lost him 🫡
carlossainz55 🫡😢 ♥︎ by author
user10 carlossainz55 LMAOAOAO its okay carlando lives on forever
oscarpiastri don't do anything I wouldn't do kids 👍
lando I'm literally older than you 🤓 and she's your age...
user11 NEW INFORMATION UNLOCKED ‼️ mystery girl is brunette, 23, knows f1
user12 that unfortunately doesn't really help much
user11 user12 yet...
danielricciardo since when did you take good pictures 🤨 ♥︎ by author
lando she taught me 🤭
user13 THAT SHOULD BE ME HOLDING YOUR HAND 💔
alexandrasaintmleux gorgeous girl ♥︎ by author
maxverstappen1 I recognize that back...
lando SHUT UPPPP
lando maxverstappen1 wait wdym you recognize her back 😾
charles_leclerc hey my sister went to Italy recently too lmao imagine if you ran into her
lando heh that would be pretty funny 😅
maxfewtrell lando can you be anymore obvious mate
yourusername I cant charles is so oblivious 😭
lando
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lando 🌊🛥️ maxfewtrell
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maxverstappen1 interesting...
oscarpiastri stay hydrated folks 👍
lando yes dad 👍
charles_leclerc looking clean 🔥 ♥︎ by author
arthur_leclerc cute couple 🤝 ♥︎ by author
lando I hope you'll still think that when you realizewho she is
maxfewtrell 🤪
arthur_leclerc maxfewtrell 🤔
carlossainz55 you two better be keeping it PG 👀😏
lando more like MA
charles_leclerc lando be safe use protection ☝️
maxfewtrell charles_leclerc ☠️
charles_leclerc maxfewtrell ?????
alexandrasaintmleux tell her I said hi 🎀 ♥︎ by author
charles_leclerc you know who she is??
alexandrasaintmleux charles_leclerc hehe....
user14 I HAVE A SUSPICION ON WHO IT IS BUT Y'ALL WILL CALL ME CRAZY
user15 SPILL
user14 user15 I THINK SHE'S yourusername
user14 hear me out: she's oscars age (who are both 23), she's brunette (like charles lorenzo and arthur), charles told us that his sister recently went to Italy on lando's post of pics from there, she liked this post, AND alexandra (charles' gf) commented on this and the last post
user16 user14 WAITTTTTT I THINK YOU'RE RIGHT
yourusername
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yourusername cat's out of the bag I guess 🤗 this is my cutesy boyfriend lando 💗
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user17 WHATATATATAAT YOU'RE WHO LANDO HAS BEEN SOFT LAUNCHING ⁉️
maxverstappen1 I KNEW IT ♥︎ by author
user7 I CALLED IT BRO I SAID A DRIVERS SISTER AND YALL DOUBTED
user8 IM SORRY 😣
oscarpiastri finally!! congrats 👍 ♥︎ by author
maxfewtrell NOOOO I WAS HAVING FUN TROLLING
yourusername yeah we know 😄
user18 how did lando pull a leclerc
lando excuse me???
user19 lando she's literally an angel and then you're.... lando
yourusername user19 that's exactly why I love him :)
lando yourusername I love you too baby 🥺 ♥︎ by author
charles_leclerc what the FUCK.
charles_leclerc I'LL KILL HIM
charles_leclerc WHAT THE FUCK WHY ARE YOU HUGGING THAT THING
lando "THAT THING" ⁉️⁉️
charles_leclerc lando fuck off je ne te parlais pas
lando charles_leclerc I don't understand french 😢
yourusername lando maybe it's for the better my love 🥰
charles_leclerc yourusername "MY LOVE"???? UNBLOCK ME AND ANSWER MY CALLS
alexandrasaintmleux yourusername don't unblock him he's got steam coming out of his ears... and arthur also showed up
maxfewtrell 😎🍿 ♥︎ by author
lando glad you're enjoying this while I'm fearing for my life
charles_leclerc WHO THE FUCK DOES HE THINK HE IS TOUCHING MY BABY SISTER????
arthur_leclerc WHY IS HIS MOUTH ON YOURS IN THAT TWEET
charles_leclerc POURQUOI TU SORS AVEC LUI?? JE VAIS LE POUSSER DANS LES BARRIÈRES SUR LA VOIE, ATTENDS JUSTE
charles_leclerc lando YOU SAID YOU WERE KEEPING IT MA ON THIS VACATION
arthur_leclerc don't worry bro I'm sharpening my axe 🥰
lando arthur_leclerc AXE?!?!!? WHY DO YOU HAVE AN AXE??
maxverstappen1 lando it was nice competing with you
lando ☹️
user20 damn lando I wasn't familiar with your game 😮💨
lando everyone being so surprised that she's dating me is quite insulting 😪
leclerc_pascale beautiful ❤️ ♥︎ by author
yourusername I LOVE YOU MAMAN
lando I'm too pretty to die 💔
arthur_leclerc who lied to you??
lando arthur_leclerc your sister I guess ♥︎ by author
lorenzotl lando you're only digging your grave deeper
lorenzotl I'm so happy for you ma petite soeur ❤️ ♥︎ by author
yourusername thank you enzo I love you ❤️
arthur_leclerc lorenzotl YOU'RE OKAY WITH THIS ?????
charles_leclerc does he make you happy.
yourusername yes very happy 🥹
charles_leclerc yourusername is he respectful.
yourusername charles_leclerc he couldn't be more of a gentleman
charles_leclerc yourusername I still don't like this 😡 but... I'll give him a chance
lando charles_leclerc THANK YOU PLEASE DON'T KILL ME I SWEAR I'LL BE THE BEST BROTHER IN LAW
arthur_leclerc lando BROTHER IN LAW?????
Can you do one where Pepe Marti has a crush on Franco's girlfriend and he notices?
this is a crazy one and i absolutely love it! sorry it took me a while to get to it, but i hope you like it 🤍 you can find it here
summary: you broke up with max a few months ago but that doesn’t prevent you from feeling upset about his new relationship
fc: gracie abrams
a/n: max won the spanish gp and gracie released her album in the same week so ofc that meant i had to make a fic about max inspired by gracie’s album and use her as a faceclaim again ofc ofc
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maxverstappen1 nice winter ❄️
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username uhm … sir … that’s not yn ???
username well they did broke up like 2 months ago sooo
username still a bit early, no?
username we love a padel king 🙌🏽
username RARE SHIRTLESS MAX
username the second pic … no need to make me feel single like that
username who’s the new gf tho? 👀
username oh so my parents are over over okay i see 😔
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yourusername back at my second home 🎧
tagged aarondessner
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username MOTHER IS BACK
username new music from yn the earth is healing !!!
alexandrasaintmleux la plus jolie💗
yourusername that would be you🫵🏽
username this breakup album is gonna be heart wrenching isn’t it 😔
username if aaron is participating i just KNOW is gonna be painful
username no i’m already preparing myself mentally to drown in my own tears
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f1gossip max verstappen and his new girlfriend during the winter break
tagged maxverstappen1 and gfusername
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username why does he look bored with her
username cause he is
username ??? you don’t know them, leave them alone
username guys this is not funny i miss yn 😔
username her style is so good!
username i don’t like herrrr she gives me bad vibes
username fortunately you’re not the one who has to like her
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gfusername my valentine💘
tagged maxverstappen1
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username oh!
username first pic 🥰🥰
username last pic 😍😍
username that should be me!!!
username okay yeah she’s pretty
username they look so good together🥰
username someone check my girl yn’s pulse!!
username honestly i would k word myself if i lost THE max verstappen
username nahhh yn > max
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yourusername back to my ways like 2019
tagged sabrinacarpenter
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username ohhh she saw the post
username girl no!!! come back to 2024!!!
raye ohhh yes! 🍸
username omg 2019 yn you will always be famous ‼️
username okay but escapism is definitely her song
alexandrasaintmleux 🥰
username alex doesn’t approve i see
username guys i don’t know but partying and getting wasted every night like she was doing before meeting max doesn’t seem like the healthiest coping mechanism
username maybe she just wants to have fun now that she’s single 🤷🏽♀️ we can’t judge
username exactly! let her live
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maxverstappen1 great to be back! let’s go for more victories 🏆
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username to another year of hearing the dutch anthem every sunday
redbullracing for more career wins this year 🦁
username bro really posted a thirst trap for his first race win of the year
username no because the sun hitting his face like that ??? can’t complain
username lovely win 😮💨
username sooo babygirl
username he really is for the girlies!
gfusername 💗💗💗
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f1gossip max verstappen at the after party of the saudi arabian grand prix seen without his girlfriend despite her attending the race
tagged maxverstappen1
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username max with a backwards cap is gonna be the end of me
username only man with a basic wardrobe that can look that hot
username 🥵 🥵 🥵
username WHY IS NO ONE TALKING ABOUT THE CAPTION
username without … the girlfriend … despite her being at the race …
username you’re reading too much into it
username let us be delusional in peace
username good for him!
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yourusername now you know what we’ve been doing …. “Blowing Smoke” is out now! ⭐️
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username my girlfriend is releasing music again !!!
username song of the summer frrrr
username im obsessed with it 😍
lilymhe certified pop banger🤘🏽
yourusername a hole in one if i may 👀
username “if she’s got a pulse she meets your standards now” damn…
username she didn’t go to the studio to play
username “you couldn’t point her out in any crowd”
username “tell me if she takes you far enough away from all the baggage you've been carrying”
username “you feel nothing and yet you still let her”
username she wrote so many unhinged lyrics it’s insane‼️
alexandrasaintmleux favorite song ever 💞
yourusername you say that about all of them 🙄
alexandrasaintmleux they’re all amazing!
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yourusername miss going on tour so much we’re doing it again! buy your tickets, bring your friends, we’re gonna have a rocking summer! 🎸✨
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username omg i’m hearing blowing smoke live 😭😭
username FINALLY
username she keeps feeding us and feeding us
username guys i just saw the dates and she performs on miami the same weekend of the grand prix …
username i noticed the same! is the only date that coincides with a grand prix
username could it be …. never mind
username no because even if none of the guys are thinking of going i just know the wags are dragging them
username you just made my entire year😩
francisca.cgomes and we’ll be going 😮💨
yourusername 💙💙💙
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maxverstappen1 lovely miami 🇺🇸
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username none of things i’m thinking of are in the bible
username TU-TU-TU-DU
username men should not be this hot
username pretending i didn’t see the last pic 😁
username he needs to post a warning next time
username let it gooo touch some grass
username SO DID HE WENT TO THE CONCERT OR NOT
username one of the girlies who went let us know!!!
username well the whole grid was there so i can only assume he was too 😭
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yourusername miami you are (as always) the loml
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username BEST NIGHT EVER
username you’re surreal and that was the best concert i’ve ever been to 💗
alexandrasaintmleux the most talented ever! 💘
yourusername 💞💞💞
username GRAMMY WHEN
username i may never recover from this night
username max lurching in the likes 👀
username oh he was definitely there
lilymhe screaming crying never getting over it !!!
yourusername obsessed with you screaming all the songs to my face 😭
alex_albon at least she wasn’t right by your side leaving you deaf ❌
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f1wags last pictures of max verstappen seen with his girlfriend arguing outside their hotel during the miami grand prix weekend two weeks ago. they haven’t been seen together ever since and they stopped following each other from social media
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username guys don’t get me excited 😩
username omg ??? are we out of the trenches ???
username not them breaking up after yn’s concert 😭
username ngl i don’t hate this
username does this mean yn and max have a chance of getting back together ???
username pls i need that to happen
username guys can you blame him??? he listened to blowing smoke!!!
username and mess it up, and i miss you i’m sorry, and feels like, and
username my divorced parents are getting back together i’m calling it
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maxverstappen1 having a rocking summer🎸✨
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username EXCUSE ME
username not the caption‼️
username THE HARD LAUNCHING?
username how much do we wanna bet that yn gave him that drawing and he was waiting to post it
username THE LAST PIC???😭
username they’re the cutest
yourusername max! i thought we said we would soft launch
maxverstappen1 oops🤭
username we manifested too hard to the sun
username i just know he couldn’t wait to get back with yn
alexandrasaintmleux she’s everything 😍😍
yourusername you’re the loml you know that
maxverstappen1 uhmmm 🤨
charles_leclerc back off 🤺🤺🤺 yourusername
part 1 part 3 part 4
pairing: oscar piastri x reader
summary: after oscar gets back with his ex you found yourself coping in the best way possible: running away
fc: different girls from pinterest
warnings: some very questionable work dynamics that i’m pretty sure are not accurate at all (good thing this is fiction and i can do whatever i want for the plot!)
a/n: thank you so so so much for all the love you gave to part 1! this story is like my baby and i’m truly so happy people liked it <3
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yourusername always ✨chaotic✨ in melbourne🦘
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username AHHHH i live for her weekly race posts
username the bag essentials ✨
username her ig is what my pinterest boards looks like 🥹
username manifesting this life truly
declanmurray first pic is unfocused
yourusername NO! WHAT?
username she’s so cool 😩
username the star girl of f1 ⭐️
lissiemackintosh i need that lipstick actually 😭
yourusername come and we’ll share 😭
[lissiemackintosh’s instagram stories] [yourusername’s instagram stories]
[caption 1: ✈️💗] [caption 2: lights out…]
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yourusername settling just fine 🍊🧿🍒
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username she’s working at indy now omg
username what nooo 😭😭 i love her in f1
username ahhh did not expect this at all
username as an indycar fan i love this
username and she posted a pic of the podium celebration i- 💞💞💞
username okay but the hands on the last picture ???
username girl whoooo 👀
username probably one of her friends she always with
patriciooward that podium pic 😩
yourusername it was a cool champagne trick!
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milesbaldwin survived our first week in america
tagged yourusername, lissiemackintosh, miguelsossa and declanmurray
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yourusername against all odds!
username ohhh so they are ALL in indy
username the timing of this is very curious ngl 🤣
username right like the season JUST started
miguelsossa we’re perfect 😉
davidmalukas perfectly deranged!
lissiemackintosh wow buddy i thought we were friends
davidmalukas ohhh you’re saying buddy like an american already ☺️
yourusername 👀👀👀
oscarpiastri have fun mate 👍🏽
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yourusername another week, another race day🏎🏁
tagged davidmalukas and lissiemackintosh
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username the way this could’ve been about china but no! she’s in america 😭
username obsessed with the fact she posts only in mclaren
yourusername luckily here i can be biased 🧡🧡
username OMG
username girl come back to f1 you’re gonna miss all the fun races!
username y/n at indy was a must i didn’t knew i needed
username an lissie and declan and miles and miguel and
username you can’t physically separate them i’m afraid (liked by yourusername)
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patriciooward nice afternoon🧡
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username second podium in a row yesss
miguelsossa congrats mate! (liked by patriciooward)
username guys you lost me i’m in love with a mclaren 😔
username no i get you because this is me with oscar 😔
milesbaldwin feliz navidad pato! (or whoever you say it) (liked by patriciooward)
username close! welcome back sebastian vettel
username i’m that champagne bottle actually
yourusername ahhh so well deserved 🙌🏽
patriciooward thank you!
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taglist; @heavy-vettel @a-beaverhausen @astroniii @chunkpiboli @theonottsbxtch @eclecticcreatorweaselsalad @charli123456789 @stopeatread @coriyaps @nina-or-anna-or-nora @ninasw0rld @loveelylani @marauders-wife @dramallama9 @mxdi0 @piastrigate @ladyoflynx @prudyhoo @idkwtdwml123 @southernbaguette @ellelabelle @emryb @fastfactory
omgah im obsessed please please please give us part three of we used to have more 😍😍 i love the cliffhanger though 😗😗
ahhh so happy you’re enjoying it! part 3 is here 🤍
i miss him (post race maxy)
Pairing: Max Verstappen x Reader
Summary: Max is in the wrong relationship, and you both know it. But knowing isn’t choosing, and you’re done waiting.
1.8k words / Inspo / Masterlist
You don't want to be here.
Not in this overpriced, dimly lit restaurant. Not sitting across from your best friend who, for all intents and purposes, should be yours but isn't. Not watching him share a plate of something too delicate, too refined, with someone who doesn’t know him the way you do.
You shouldn't be here, but you are. Because Max asked, and you’ve never been able to say no to him.
His girlfriend, the word itself sticks in your throat like it doesn’t belong there, sits beside him her hand curled possessively around his arm like it’s an accessory.
She's beautiful in that effortless way that makes it impossible to hate her, but easy to envy and you do, not because she's done anything wrong, but because she has him and you don’t. She’s the kind of girl who wears white to brunch and never spills anything. Who smiles with her teeth but never with her eyes. She laughs at all the right moments, smiles like she’s being watched, and you suppose she probably always is.
She tells people he’s different with her, like it’s some accomplishment, like she’s smoothed out all the parts of him that used to be real. And maybe that’s what she wants, a version of Max that’s easier to manage. More polished. Less... passionate.
And maybe he needs that. Maybe it’s easier to be loved when no one sees the cracks.
But you do.
And you love him anyway.
"You're quiet tonight."
Max's voice breaks through the fog of your thoughts, dragging you back into the present. His blue eyes flick to yours, brow furrowed. You know that look. Concern. Like he always gets when you're not yourself. Like he doesn't realise he’s the reason why.
"I'm fine," you lie, forcing a smile that doesn't quite reach your eyes. "Just tired."
His girlfriend, her name, why does her name escape you? Leans in, pressing a kiss to his cheek, whispering something you can’t hear. Max laughs, low and affectionate, and it splinters something inside you.
You force your attention back to your plate, pushing the delicate food around with your fork, though you have no appetite for it. Each bite seems tasteless, it’s not the kind of meal you’re used to. You’d much rather be somewhere familiar, somewhere real, where the food is greasy and the air is thick with laughter, the kind of places where Max talks with his hands and lets himself forget who he has to be.
But tonight, he’s wearing someone else’s life. And you’re just the spectator.
Max's laughter, though, it’s still real. It’s just harder to swallow now, harder to accept, because it’s not for you. Not tonight.
Then he leans in closer than necessary, voice dropping again, warm and soothing, bringing you back to the present. "Are you sure you're okay?"
Your heart stutters for a beat. The question, the tone it’s always the same. Always concerned. Always directed at you. But never for you. You’ve learned to ignore the quiet ache that blossoms each time, because it’s pointless.
"I'm fine," you repeat, this time with more conviction. The smile feels less forced but still unnatural. "I promise."
His eyes linger on you like it’s a habit he can’t break, and you can tell he’s not buying it. His gaze flicks briefly to his girlfriend, who is now chatting animatedly with the waiter about some wine pairing, before he leans in, close enough that only you can hear.
"Are you sure? You know you can talk to me right?"
That damn sweetness in his voice. That quiet tenderness he saves just for you, like a secret between the two of you, a secret you’re not sure you can keep much longer. His girlfriend is only a few inches away, but the distance between you and Max has never felt more cavernous.
You swallow, unable to look at him, because if you do, you might say something you can’t take back. Something that would shatter the delicate balance you’ve managed to maintain.
You want to tell him that you're not fine. That you haven’t been for a long time. But you can’t. You just can't.
Instead, you nod, your throat tightening, unable to force the words past your lips. He doesn’t need to know. Not now. Not when it could ruin everything.
Later that night when you’re alone in your apartment, you do what you swore you wouldn’t.
You scroll through old photos, ones where it was just you and Max, before… before everything became complicated. Late-night drives through Monaco, your legs propped up on his dashboard. His arm around you after a race, champagne still clinging to his skin. The way he looked at you, like you were his whole world.
And maybe you were.
Maybe, for a time, he was yours too.
You miss him. Not the version of him you get now, careful and distant, but the Max who used to call you at 3 a.m. just to talk. The Max who used to sit on your bathroom counter while you took off your makeup, who would trace patterns into your wrist absentmindedly as you talked about the future.
That version of Max doesn’t exist anymore.
Or maybe he does. Maybe he’s just buried under the weight of a relationship that isn’t meant for him.
She’s the safe choice. The quiet, easy path. She’ll never demand the real version of him, but she’s there and for now that’s enough for him.
Your fingers hover over his name in your phone, heart hammering in your chest. You shouldn’t call.
But you want to.
Call me when you break up.
The words sit on the tip of your tongue, but you swallow them down.
Instead, you type a message you’ll never send.
We’re so meant for each other, when will you wake up?
You read the words, and the weight of them sinks deep in your chest. But you delete them immediately. They’re too raw. Too desperate. Too honest.
With a shaky breath, you shut off your phone, the screen fading to black.
The thing about being in love with Max Verstappen is that you never really stop waiting.
You wait for him to see you. Wait for him to realise what you've always known. Wait for the moment when he’ll turn to you and say, it was always you.
But waiting is exhausting.
And you're tired of feeling like an afterthought.
So you do what any rational, heartbroken person would. You try to forget.
You let strangers buy you drinks, let them whisper sweet nothings into your ear, let them kiss you in the dark corners of bars where no one knows your name. You chase distractions, hoping that one of them will make you feel something, anything, other than the ache of missing him.
But they never do.
Because none of them are Max.
And maybe that’s why when your phone rings one night, his name flashing across the screen, you still answer without hesitation. Because this isn’t the first time. It’s become a pattern. A quiet, painful ritual. A fight with her. A call to you.
"Hey."
He sounds off. Tired. Worn down in a way you’ve never heard before.
"Can I come over?"
Your pulse spikes. "Max—"
"I just… I don’t want to be alone right now."
The unspoken words hang between you.
I don’t want to be with her right now.
You exhale shakily. "Yeah. Of course."
Twenty minutes later, the doorbell rings, cutting through the silence that had settled over your apartment like a heavy fog. You stand frozen for a moment, uncertainty crawling up your spine, before you force your legs to move.
He looks wrecked. Like he hasn't slept in days. He doesn't say anything at first, just steps inside, closing the distance between you in a way that makes your breath catch.
"Did something happen?" you ask softly.
Max shakes his head, exhaling sharply. "I just needed to see you."
The space between you closes with a speed that makes your pulse skip. It’s like he’s always known the exact way to find you, to make everything else fade away, to pull you back in like you’re a magnet and he’s the force that won’t let you escape.
His eyes search yours, and it’s in that moment you realise he knows.
He knows he's with the wrong person.
He knows that no matter how much he tries to pretend, it’s always been you.
But knowing something and choosing it are two entirely different things.
And you’re tired. Tired of waiting for him to make the right choice. Tired of standing here, always second. Always the backup when things aren’t perfect in his world.
So you step back, putting space between you that feels like a chasm.
"You can’t do this," you whisper. "You can't just run to me when things go wrong with her. It’s not fair."
His jaw tightens at your words, the muscle in his cheek twitching, but he doesn’t argue. Instead, he looks down, taking a long breath, his chest rising and falling with the weight of something unspoken. You can see the frustration, the guilt in the way his shoulders tense, but it doesn’t change anything.
"I—"
"You love me Max." Your throat tightens, interrupting him before he can pull you in, and you hate the way your voice cracks on the last word, but you don’t care. "I know you do."
Silence.
Painful, suffocating silence.
But then—
"I do." His voice is raw, like the words are being torn from him. "I do love you."
Your breath stutters. "Then why are you still with her?"
Max opens his mouth to respond, but the words die on his lips. His eyes dart away from yours, like he’s trying to find the right thing to say but can’t. He clenches his fists at his sides, and the tension in his body is palpable. "I... I don’t know," he mutters, voice thick. "I don’t know what I’m supposed to do."
"You’re supposed to choose Max!" Your voice cracks, the frustration bubbling over.
He opens his mouth again, but the words won't come. You watch him struggle, like he’s stuck in a loop of his own making. "I don’t want to lose you. I don’t want to hurt you," he says, regret creeping in.
"But you have," you say, your voice steady but filled with everything you’ve been holding in. "You have hurt me Max. And you don’t get to keep doing that and expect me to just be here when you feel like it."
Max takes a step toward you, but you shake your head, stepping back. "No," you whisper, shaking your head. "You don’t get to do this. You don’t get to have me when it’s convenient for you. You either choose me, or you don’t."
Max opens his mouth, but nothing comes out. Because there’s no excuse. No reason good enough.
Just fear.
Of change. Of consequences. Of finally choosing what’s real over what’s easy.
And you? You’re done waiting for him to be brave.
So you smile, even though it hurts. Even though your heart is shattering.
"Call me when you break up."
Then you shut the door.
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📸 Mark Thompson, Las Vegas. 2024
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