Afoxofcosmicproportions - Too Many Ideas, Not Enough Head Space

The health insurance industry has a term for this sadistic practice. It's called "step therapy." If the choice is between a more expensive medication that works and a cheaper one that doesn't work as well and might have worse side effects, the insurance company requires that the cheaper drug be used first.

One benefit to the insurance company is that the patient on the cheaper drug might die before they get a chance to use the drug that works but is more expensive. That's money in the bank for the insurance company.

Or, the patient might be so worn down and harmed by the cheaper drug that they just give up the fight to get the drug that will help them. Again, that's bank for the insurance company.

Calm Before the Storm

''It's so beautiful, i might have never known…''

In Regards to Wyll's Content Disparity

Fandom: Baldur's Gate 3

I don't think some people realize how it feels to be a black gamer in the context of Wyll's content disparity. Intentionally racist or not, the fact that he continues to be overlooked and disregarded by the Devs is really disheartening. As a black gamer (and please note I am speaking for myself and do not represent the wider black gaming community, don't read this as that) I feel just as overlooked and disregarded as Wyll currently is.

Wyll is a great character. I absolutely adore Wyll. But he feels under baked. And this sucks because you see a pattern in media where black characters (especially black female characters, but that's a conversation for a different day) aren't as fleshed out as white characters. They aren't given the same love and care as white or white coded characters and, therefore, the fandom doesn't reciprocate with love and care towards the black or black coded characters. So of course, this reads as people not caring about them, so the writers don't bother to fix them or give them more.

It is a vicious cycle that we see often where they make Wyll, butdon't put as much work into him, so the fandom doesn't like him as much, so they don't think they need to put more work into him. They put more love and care into the white/white-coded characters because that is what the predominantly white fandom wants.

But as they do that, the black fans and the fans that enjoy Wyll as a character are ignored. Their voices are drowned out by the majority and I cannot tell y'all how shitty of a feeling that is. As a black woman, I have constantly been talked over, ignored, had my ideas repeated by a white person and have them take the credit, etc. So seeing Wyll and Wyll fans being ignored, talked over, white counterparts getting the attention sucks.

I get enough of that shit in real life, I don't want to have to deal with that in all my fucking hobbies.

As a black gamer, this makes me feel as if I don't belong in this fandom. It makes me feel like the devs and the writers don't want me in this fandom. It makes me feel like I'm not welcome to play this game, that I'm not welcome to like this character over others, that I'm not able to bring my experiences as a black woman and a black gamer to this game because the main black character is treated like they don't matter. It makes me feel like the writers didn't want to put in the work for this black man and felt like no one would notice or care. That no one but black folks would mind and who cares what black folks are saying?

Again, this is all my opinion and its a bit rambly. I have a lot of thoughts and feelings about this that really is a culmination of various things involving being a blerd and black geek in predominantly white fandoms.

But I think it's important to recognize that people are impacted by this and it sucks for a lot of black folks in white dominant spaces to continue to have to fight for crumbs at the table during Black History Month in 2024. We should have good, fleshed out characters, that are respected and cared for by their creators and by the fandom at large. I really hope Larian puts in the work for Wyll and a lot more people can see how cool a character he really is. He deserves the same amount of love and care as the other origin companions.

The biggest disappointment Steven has faced since becoming a vampire is no longer being able to get drunk

That and forced overtime at the vampire IRS

Caution! Wild Life in this area!

This is a dumping ground of models I've made while watching the newest season of Life Series... Could've done more, even had ideas, but struggled with motivation... Still, wanted to share what I've got, before the end of the year...

Our newest winner! Yes, Gem has a gun, she deserves it... Based on this poster for the first Fast & Furious...

Oh, Bamboozlers, your fate has been sealed from the start, and yet, I still rooted for you... Rivals the Clockers as my favorite teamup of all time... Based on Ink-ghoul skins and renders... Shame, we didn't see Lizzie in this dress in the finale...

These aren't hawks, what are you talking about? These are clearly parrots, and Lizzie is training them to sit together and look pretty... I've completely remodeled Lizzie's face to more align with this art by eydilily which is to me the Ideal Lizzie design, exactly how I see her in my head...

Tuff Guys taste-test... WHAT MY CLOCK AND BELLS TASTE LIKE?! Bdubs, you heathen... I tried making models specifically referencing Wild Cards, but dropped the idea, once I couldn't make a convincing snail...

Cleo the Arsonist and the Enabler... She is only happy then stuff burns...

It's the Creaking Neighbour! To be completely honest, this new Rimeweaver's bodice was the push, that made me finally format this post... It just looks so much like a tree bark, perfect fit, instantly made this model 10 times more coherent... Unimportant stuff under the cut...

Alternative Bamboozler placement, they were made to work together...

Different angle of the Scar's model... Yep, there's a whole diamond sword tucked behind his back...

I might muster another post with unfinished WIPs, just to put them behind me... We'll see if I do... Oh, and that google spreadsheet with links to all of my models I keep promising? Still unfinished, I'm as unorganised as ever...

I haven't drawn in a long time but have a mediocre doodle of Winchester and Rust hanging out

[Rust belongs to @afoxofcosmicproportions/ dialogue loosely taken from Hunter the Parenting]

Indie cross

Made by Lucasart on twitter

the emotion i just experienced is kind of indescribable