nevermind, my family is the walk on eggshells family. its just not all the time. either you have to constantly walk on eggshells the entire day or hours with my father and my mother does nothing about him, or its around both of them, or its around all three of my family members, so my parents and my brother, because my brother will get all touchy and the second i upset him even if its not even my fault i'm getting yelled at.
but like then i think about the kids who have worse off than i do and like...my problems aint that bad. yeah my dad told me im not allowed to say no to him when he wants a hug or anything like that, which is kind of weird but its not like he did anything. yeah, my dad threatens to beat the shit out of me (exact wording) but he only ever hits me when he snaps or when i was younger. yeah my mom told me it would be cheaper if i killed myself but i'm not sure she meant it.
i mean yeah, sometimes they do or say stuff that that really hurts (like today my dad treated me like an inconvenience because right now im on crutches and he even said no matter what i do i'll end up being one because he thought that would make me feel better) but like its not like...they're abusive??? i dont think so i mean yeah some stuff really really sucks and all but they dont hurt me physically
im both depending on the story lmao
There are two types of writers:
1. 'It's fiction, it doesn't need to make sense!'
2. 'I didn't account for the rotation of the planet and how that affects the constalations while my characters stargazed at different times of year, I have failed as a writer, and this entire thing is trash'
i currently have a very hyper stray black kitten using me as a jungle gym and mking it vert hard to type as she is using my fingers as a toy and i am extremely tempted to use her as ask blog material
if i reblog enough bullshit will that work....
i mean technically the ask blog that DID follow mine technically sort of kind of volunteered themselves right????
thats how this works right-
hey if i get the 'are you available for commission' scam(i think they are scam?) did i make it as an artist :3
my teacher is talking golf terms and saying shit like foursomes and threesomes and im over here acting like a child laughing and the two guys at my table who plays golf called me immature </3
nevermind its gone never to be seen again im never attempting this again
I REGRET EVERYTHING WHY WOULD I DO THIIISSSS
someone PLEASE tell me this is a shit idea and i should never click the post button ever ever ever
why did i think i could make an ask blog.....
like yeah i love prussia but i hardly watched the anime....
like
all i have done is watch like every single video i can over prussia's scenes in hetalia but i feel like thats not enough like ill do one thing and everyone will gloss over it and be like wow youre stupid thats all stupid
damn i have the intense urge to be insanely obnoxious seeing as thats how other ask blogs of same character was handled.....
see but i dont want to be too annoying on accident and no fucking way i just misspelt accident as accent im so fucking stupid
how the FUCK do you spell misspelt???????? it keeps telling me im wrong, fucking autocorrect, fuck you and your little red squiggle lines im never wrong, shut your mouth and walk away.
walk that way
off that cliff
.......what if
not me having a crisis over stupid countries
making historically accurate fics with a bias on your favorite one is exhausting cause wdym prussia cant threaten war on russian empire if he were to betray him </3 prussia would get his ass KICKED russian empire was 25-30 times larger than prussia tiny ass bird boy </3
sigh
i guess there goes that part of the fic
no war threats