How I Feel With Most Of My Irl Friends Rn

How I feel with most of my irl friends rn

I feel like other people aren't as engaging as I'd like them to be, or they're just sort of mundane as a whole. I get tired of them, they get tired of me. A natural function of a species perpetually seeking new thrills and experiences. I feel like as much as so-called "connection" is said to be fundamental, it's also equally futile, ultimately cancelling itself out in a sort of endless cycle. In a real situation, it would for example, be that you meet someone, befriend them, and being around them becomes a commonality. You become used to having this person around to the point it's strange to you if you're without them, which is called "missing" someone, but that's simply a mindset. This attachment seems necessary until you come out of that haze typically once said attachment has already been severed, and realize that it was futile, and truly all your time was wasted, even despite the memories you've now made. Some connections are more efficient then others, or last longer, but at the core they're all the same. For this reason, I prefer to simply live life in solitude, since that way there is no pain derived from things that are completely made-up anyhow.

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abysmalar1xx

3 weeks ago

i found out the membrane kids are clones of the professor and i couldn't help myself

as shrimple as that

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abysmalar1xx

2 months ago

Breakfast with friends!!!

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abysmalar1xx

5 months ago

Mouthwashing is kinda like if lethal company had lore (and dental hygiene)

To anyone who continues to boil down MouthWashing to a game just about rape, I would like to show you this;

The game is quite literally about a company that is so steeped in shit that they make it as hard as POSSIBLE to put in any level of complaint about anything or anyone.

Pony Express is a manipulative, abusive work environment that promotes abuse of its employees because who's going to complain when you not only have to HAND WRITE IT, BUT GET IT SIGNED BY A HIGHER UP AND TURN IT IN ON VERY SPECIFIC DATES?!

Not to mention instantly promoting their company mascot plushie on the same poster.