A 22 year old girl, fan of stackiemight write some fanfictions (marvel, chicago pd, chicago fire, chicago med), short angsty essays about life, update on my journey towards a better mental and physical heatlh. drop questions! fandom related or just you want to talk to somebody.
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Latest Posts by abudhabby29-blog - Page 9
A fact about me is I want to travel the world because there is so much to discover. Just like how can we see the world in different settings. Compared to the Philippines where there is this hot climate when I went to the United Kingdom and Paris they really have this different lifestyle. Wherein as it was summer the mornings were hot but the evenings were really cold. In the Philippines there are beaches where you really feel disconnected from the world. Like how it is in Manila so when we were in Zambales where I felt at peace with my self.
I’m the type of person who likes the exterior of buildings especially a church. As you could see the history behind it through the structural output. In the start I was the child who keeps asking questions as she was discovering her faith back then. When I grew up there I faced difficulties in the strenght of my faith. Due to the struggles faced emotionally at a young age somehow I lost my path. Yet I still hope there’s a chance for me to regain my faith and for it to become a starting point of a good life.
In all my relationships with other people I tend to be the emotional one tbh. I’m just easily controlled by emotions as I take everything to heart. It became a hassle for me because people just gets mad that I’m such a cry baby. So I always have this method right now where I try to calm myself down and just breathe. If it doesn’t work I talk with someone who really understands my emotions and they’re the ones who calm me down.
With the people I come to know in my life there’s a tendency for me to take a Motherly attitude when I’m with them. This became a part of my personality since I was young because I’m just familiarized with being alone in the household as I’m an only child. Sometimes it harms me yet it benefits me in the sense that they understand my personality like this. I try to be the fun one but I tend to be the responsible one in the end.
It’s a picture from my current physics class this term. I’m actually a repeater for this subject but tbh I’m glad I failed because I’m learning so much from my professor right now. The method of teaching he uses focuses on analyzing the problem by creating a diagram rather than simply memorizing formulas. This trains my mind to understand a problem in a different level by using concepts to discover how to solve a specific kind of problem.
Medals & Awards was never a thing that I received and somehow I felt dissapointed with myself as I never gave something to my parents. Now as an adult I see this kind of thing differently. This is not a measure of our intelligence as life doesn’t revolve in it solely. I know that the most prestigous award is graduating school as it shows you survived amongst the hardships of school. Realizing that being intelligent on how to live a fruitful and meaningful life is the thing I need right now as a young adult.
The Online Teacher
Every student goes through this phase where they meet a prof who’s teaching something but you really can’t understand their methods or just plain self study. I mostly go to youtube and khan academy because sometimes I understand the topic from them better. To be honest this really helped me to gain a sense of chemistry because I depise that subject.
When I was in Senior High School I started taking down notes at first but I ended up just taking pictures which weren’t helpful at all tbh. For me doing this kind of thing exercises my mind because somehow I unconconciously review the lesson when I’m catching up with my notes. Also for college this would really help me a lot with subjects that involves the same topics. I need to do everything to pass college cuz Mapua life.
Interaction between student and teacher.
This is me answering a math problem on the board which is a very rare instance. Due to my professor’s accepting and easy going attitude I was able to comprehend her style of teaching easily. Compared to my professor before who belittled my weakness so I just lost interest. I could see the big effect of the student and teacher relationship
At first I didn’t want to have care in the world how I style myself when I go out. Yet when I grew up I started becoming concious. Here is the question of “what & need” as I tend to vary in my body size often. What will I choose comfort or style? Uniqlo is a brand that I like as they have unique yet simple styles which are comfortable at any size I am.
When I was younger I didn’t give a care about what brand did I use for my daily hygiene needs. Everything really changes when you grow as you become aware of things. Like you want smoother hair or clearer skin so you try out these different products.
At the age of 10 I started my love of books due to Harry Potter and I think I got it from my mother who loves to read also. Time passes by I started collecting books which varies in genre because its a simple enjoyment in life. Now after 9 years here are the books, my mom and own which have taken up almost a half of my shelves.
