I cant believe this in my nuzlocke my eevee fainted and just about to evolve him but nooo we cant have good things, we have to kill my favorite child. He was my first dead too, rip otto von the eevee :(
my bookshelf is a part of my bed and I'm still torn up about it
I am sitting in bed next to my whole ass bookshelves. Is AO3 being down still a crisis? Absolutely. I have a Problem(TM)
Flowey: NOOOO! STOP! YOURE SUPPOSED TO OBEY ME
The six human Testosterone bottles:
Is it normal for your hair color to turn lighter because my hair has been turning a lighter, almost ginger shade of brown. And it's not sun-bleached or anything because i dont go outside enough, it just has been turning lighter for the past couple of months.
I'm feeling the best I've felt in what feels like a long time and I'm working on the next moon of Twilightclan right now. Sorry for the lack of updates, I lost someone important to me, but to distract myself I was finalizing Twilightclans plot. I know what I'm going to do and might be adding some cool stuff (Like the main character having an inventory) so please stick around!!! Next moon, which will probably release at like 4 in the morning, all the kits are becoming apprentices.
I'm seeing a lot more posts of people getting excited about Jinshi manhandling MaoMao, from the blatant sexual position in the frog scene to the way the touches her face and shoves honey into her mouth and that one kiss on the neck.
Some are happy and delving into how this or that part of the interaction is indicating their true feelings and how Jinshi is wearing down Maomao to understanding she likes him too.
Some are unhappy and saying it's noncon and uncomfortable and Jinshi is being a bad guy overstepping and wielding his authority to take advantage.
Personally, I think both are true in their own way and false in their own way, but more importantly: Jinshi's actions are interesting as a look into his psyche.
I definitely don't think Jinshi has any ill-intent toward Maomao. He likes her and is pulling pigtails essentially, but he ISN'T actually pulling pigtails. He's shoving his honey covered fingers in her mouth and making overly sexual bedroom eyes to distract her from him sneaking a snack off her plate. He's also very much backing off whenever Maomao signals a no and doesn't repeat things that have clearly made her uncomfortable and their relationship is slowly improving as a result.
Jinshi is a guy who, from quite a young age, has been tasked to pretend to be a eunuch and dangle himself in front of the royal harem to test their loyalty to the emperor they serve and weed out those who are willing to stray.
Jinshi is a guy who, during his formative years was suppressed and denied all his wants, then exactly when he's going into puberty was given sex-suppressing drugs to pretend to be a eunuch and told to be flamboyantly appealing to women.
Jinshi is a guy who's been encouraged and given success and praised for being overly sexual in a way he may or may not actually be comfortable with at all, while also being forced to have all proper appearance of being not sexual at all.
Jinshi is a guy who has been placed in charge of the royal harem, and in doing so has been basically given the duties of his brother-father's WIFE in managing his sexual affairs behind closed doors until he actually marries.
Jinshi has ISSUES.
He doesn't, actually, know how to act with a person he likes. Not as a friend who isn't a caretaker and definitely not as a lover. He's working his way through that with his relationship with Maomao (friendship first) - and she's actually the perfect person to go through this with because she was also raised in a ridiculously sexual environment she embraced from necessity but never actually wanted to join and is able to shake off his missteps. She's constantly aware of the power dynamic and of how he's permissive and listens to her and threads the needle of scolding/correcting him the right way and at the right times and with the right audience so he can understand without him losing face. And he tolerates and respects her in a way he does no one else.
I think this awkward period for them is actually vital for any future romance to work.
They're each personally, individually coming out of a shell made of their neglectful and simultaneously over and under sexual upbringing and present with each other's help, and when they finally get there they'll understand each other better than anyone else can.
In the video it's clear that everyone knew about her vision so tornleg would too and still started a family with her, this is BOTH of their faults not just hers. And he's not supposed to be in the wrong for his stupidity. Blaming just the mom is such an icky move and makes me wonder why can't there just be a cat book without weird double standards.
I was watching the drawing a blank Oak Colony video and I've gotta say Frondsway's situation really pisses me off. Cause like everyone is only blaming her for Tornleg ending up disabled cause she had a baby and couldn't care for him. But last I checked it takes 2 people to make a baby, Tornleg is also responsible for what happened to him. Like he impregnated her, they're both responsible in this situation but only Frondsway gets punished?! Why does she have to step down from the position of Herbalist for not listening to the spirits when Tornleg doesn't have to step down from the position of mentor for also not listening to the spirits?!
Oh and then Tornleg wants to act like a victim and stop being mates with talking about some "you betrayed me🥺" bullshit. YOU impregnated her lil bro. She didn't just grow a baby by herself. He pisses me off so much. Also like he won't even go talk to her about what happened like dude your son is an adult and has children of his own now, grow the fuck up.
my favorite part about the mouthwashing fandom is that there is not one person who likes Jimmy and I find it refreshing that the awful male character's actions aren't forgiven like in some fandoms that won't be named,*cough* Warrior cats *cough*
Underachivercore :3Meowcore :3Hermitcraft, rainworld, and warrior cats core :P
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