broken glasses and broken hearts are
shattered in the sky, bare and uneven
darkest and coldest every night
my skin still feels the heat of burn
our love begun with tulips and red roses
these days it seems our garden is withered
we promised to protect eachother
now i am blind and everything is blurred.
all my dusks and daws were tears
and i bathed heavily in your thoughts
i was in the delusion of our perfection
little did i know, there were unseen spots
we are the culprit and we did the crime
there is no one else to blame
i did love you with all that I had
and you burned me with your flame
~august.
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I’ll not love you in songs,
My love will be shown to you by writing poems on your name.
Sports aren’t something I’m keen about,
But for sure I’ll gaze at you as most beautiful prize while you watch your favourite game.
I wonder if you’ll know how love is shown in books,
Would you be able to see me beyond my appearance, my looks?
In this field of affection I’m a beginner,
Getting your presence in my life will make me the most successful winner.
I’m just an unsolved puzzle with no clues,
But I can promise to cheer you up whenever you’re feeling blue.
I would love to become the reason behind your smile,
I don’t desire for big gesture but holding your hands through every aisle.
I wonder if it would be like fairy tales.
But wait, if Romeo-Juliet is your favorite rom-com then we might not click,
Because I grew up listening tales about Ram-Sita, Radhe-Krishn, Muna-Madan which makes you lovesick.
I could not give you expensive gifts to keep or wear,
All I have to offer is affection, admiration, respect, trust, and care.
Books-of-insecurities
i shall inhale poison rather than falling in love.
being a teenager made me realize it was not my fault. every blame they put on me was never ever mine.
all my midnights are like this, loveless and soulless.
i do write, a lot.
{Words by Anaïs Nin, from The Diary Of Anais Nin, Vol. 4 (1944-1947) / Cynthia Cruz from diagnosis,The glimmering room}
Franny Choi, The World Keeps Ending, and the World Goes On
you are just a thought far away for deciding what you wanna be.
How was your day..?
December 1, 1928 The early diary of Anaïs Nin, 1903-1977