like in all fairness, fuck victor frankenstein ,, but tbh if i’d spent a shit ton of time on something and it didn’t turn out exactly how i wanted, i too would go to bed and let the situation go completely out of control, resulting in a body count and vengeance arc, honestly
thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.
there is no soul of an artist that distinguishes them from some 'non-artist' category of person that could simply never comprehend what it is like. anyone can make art. you should know this by now. from ratatouille
*aborted little brother voice* it would be my turn on the xbox...if i existed...
So are we ready to admit the world is doomed yet <3
No cuz I'm not a little bitch
One thing I like to do to derail unproductive social whining is to loudly announce that my butt hurts. This is a tactic I primarily employ at family functions but is also delightful while in close proximity to people being mean to retail and service workers
If you see this you’re legally obligated to reblog and tag with the book you’re currently reading
Being mysterious doesn’t exist in the real life world if you think you’re mysterious and aloof you probably just come off as disinterested and an asshole
Absolute fucking embarrassment that we're already well into the 'concentration camps' and 'completely ignoring the judicial system' phase of things and these fucking decrepit 92 year old blue skeletons aren't showing up to work with hand grenades lining their coats. We can't even get them to use harsh language.
Bie (bee-yeh) she/they could be a bot could be a loser who watches too much tv
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