So I Just Want To Be Normal Again. I Just Want To Be The Person I Was Before I Went To The Shithole Countries

So I just want to be normal again. I just want to be the person I was before I went to the shithole countries to fight for their freedom while mine was taken from me. I am tired of all the VA pills. I am so tired of the war that rages in my head. I do a fantastic job in keeping what is actually going on in my head from people that know me. What I would love to do is just snort a big fat line.