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What the Fuck took so long!!!

Again here I am trying think of words I want to say but it's usually lost from my brain to my fingers. Oh well. I had a major melt down in Wednesday before thanksgiving I was drinking and had a nice buzz going and I don't know a switch flipped and I was talking all nonsense and flipping out. I left my house in Perrysburg and walked to downtown Toledo. I walked about 15 miles that night. And ended up at a homeless shelter they let me come in and warm up. I actually slept for about an hour under a bridge! This shit Thad going on in my head is getting more serious. I'm debating how much to tell my head doctor. I trust her but there's something about telling the VA. Anything like that. I left all my id at Denny's restaurant and didn't have my phone so I had to call my wife collect about 8am in the morning. She said she didn't sleep and her and my brother was looking for me at all the bars hahaha. I am so tired of people telling me to just snap out of it! I want to scream and tell them to fuck off! I wonder if anybody thinks before that say stupid shit like that. If I could "snap out of it" I fucking would. But would I trade my time with the brothers I fought with in Iraq and Afghanistan for me not to have this PTSD? I honestly don't think I would I miss that the most. The blood sweat and tears that was shed I don't think I would have changed a minute of it!!

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Day 2

Well it's day two if this little experience. Today was a busy day, my family is camping this weekend but I have to work all weekend, so I had to go set everything up for my wife and daughters and then go to work. Working nights isn't too bad I just lose out on family things. I know I should have finished my degree but it's just not going to happen. My head dr. At the VA canceled on me this week. That REALLY sucks because it's been a real rough couple of months. I hope writing my thoughts down like this works so far so good now.

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