EVERYONE LOOK AT THIS BEAUTIFUL ART I GOT!!!!

yk what i hate though. is when i find a meme and im like THIS IS SO [cool intimidating mutual i never talk to] I SHOULD SEND IT TO THEM but then i remember ive never talked to them ever and so i cant just like give them a meme out of the blue and so the meme just withers and rots in my camera roll 😔

What's left after they took you apart...

Summary: Living isn't easy when one spent years only existing to do the bidding of someone else.

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Kai Krüger (ONBC)

Word Count: 2480

Raiting: Mature

Tags: Coming Out, Nonbinary Bucky Barnes, Major Original Character(s), Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Trauma, Implied/Referenced Brainwashing, Past Brainwashing, Chronic Pain, Amputee Bucky Barnes

Written for:

@seasonaldelightsbingo :

"You're Blushing!" - Types of Love Bingo

hydra, their hands shake from fear, an injury that kept acting up - Under The Sea Edition

@tropetember - Day 27 - Repression / Emotional Constipation / Sexuality Crisis (Gay Panic)

@comfy-vember : Day 6 - Weak crying — Trusting — Slow hug

@fandom-free-bingo :

Sigh - Valentines Edition, Plural Edition

Shadows - Maritime May

"The Binary is Overrated" - Pride Edition!

Emotional Damage - Bug Edition

I'll give you the (Sun), Love Steals Us From Loneliness', Chronic Pain, Never Again, I'd Walk Through Fire For You', I'm Into You' - Medical Edition

@queer-it-up-bingo : Closet

@multifandom-flash : "I Remember Them All", Seen it All, Sought Freedom - Bucky Barnes Edition

@fandombingo : "He's manic and occasionally aggressive.", "Make your survival mean something.", "So many have been harmed.", "Prisons and chains have many forms." - Wonderland Edition

it’s my birthday and i’ll post gay bucky barnes if i want to

I STG if no one votes for Building a Relationship again I won't give you any other options on the next poll :gumpy:

WIP Warriors Round 6

The WIP Warriors doesn't care that I have a thousand other things to do, so here is the next round and the next poll.

150 Words / vote. Please go ham.

So during Voiceteam, @paintchipblue made this really neat Podfic Comment Bingo, and it was such a joy to tackle while going through post rounds / at the end and bookmarking stuff I wanted to listen to. Everything looks so new and shiny and exciting, so this was a really fun way to prioritize what I listened to I M M E D I A T E L Y and what I marked for later so I could make sure I got through the whole collection!

Here are the podfics I listened to (and as such, am now recommending YOU listen to and comment on!) under a cut:

Not in English: robot-revolutionarys tumblr dashboard read by CainPods, wilfriede0815

Fandom for Robots, German translation of a fic then podded

(Had) No Comments: Almost Home read by @devilwithabirddress

Hades (Video Game 2018), Asterius/Theseus

Has a Ghost: Light the Way read by @kittonafoxgirl

Pokemon, featuring Litwick, Lampent, Chandelure, and Original Child Characters

More than 5 Voices: Conventions for Robots, multi-voice organized and edited by @gilraina

Fandom for Robots, featuring Computron & bjornruffian

Free Space: gold in the dirt read by @kbirbpods

Star Wars, featuring Commander Fox, Quinlan Vos, and Jon Antilles

A Cold Read: robot-revolutionary's tumblr dashboard, featuring me & @olive2read and edited by olive2read!

Fandom for Robots

Not Safe For Work: the beauty of discovery, read by @42donotpanic

Marvel/DC Crossover, Bucky/Clint/Jason

Wild AU Premise: dark and burning (soaked with orange blossoms), read by @kbirbpods

Star Wars, Feemor/Fox

Has An Actual Ship In It: A kiss behind the barricades, read by @kbirbpods

AFTG characters (Jean Moreau/Jeremy Knox) in the Star Wars universe as Jedi padawans

F/F Ship: in search of a sky for smoke to rise to, read by @korechthonia

Star Wars, Padmé/Arla Fett

OC As A Major Character: By His Side, read by rambling_company

Star Wars, outsider POV about Obi-Wan/Anakin

Under 5 Minutes: The Living Among the Dead, read by @kbirbpods

LOTR: Eowyn-centric

Canon Over 200 Years Old: Silver Skins, read by wilfriede0815

Fairy Tale featuring a selkie's daughter

Character Study: Many Colors, read by @42donotpanic

Marvel, about Natasha Romanov

Past Challenges/Events - Masterlist

LGBTQ Bingo : Masterlist / @lgbtqbingo / Blackout

AUgust Writing Challenge 2022 : Masterlist / @augustwritingchallenge / DNF

AUgust Writing Challenge 2023 : Masterlist / @augustwritingchallenge / Completed

April Showers bring M-AU Flowers 2024 : Masterlist / @augustwritingchallenge / Completed

AUgust Writing Challenge 2024 : Feel my Signs and Watch my Words (AUgust Writing Challenge) / @augustwritingchallenge / Completed

Bucky Barnes Bingo Round 5 : Masterlist / @buckybarnesbingo / Bingo

Bucky Barnes Bingo Round 8 : Masterlist / @buckybarnesbingo / DNF

Comfortember 2023 : Masterpost / @comfortember / Completed

Flufftober 2022 : Masterlist / @flufftober / DNF

Flufftober 2023 : Masterlist / @flufftober / DNF

Flufftober Spring Edition 2024 : Springtime Fluff / @flufftober / Completed

July Break Flash Bingo 2023 : Masterlist / @julybreakbingo / Blackout

July Break Bingo 2023 : Masterlist / @julybreakbingo / Blackout

July Break Mini Bingo 2023 : Masterlist / @julybreakbingo / Blackout

Marvel Rare Pair Bingo Round 1/2 : Masterlist / @marvelrarepairbingo / Bingo

Marvel Rare Pair Bingo Round 3 : Masterlist / @marvelrarepairbingo / DNF

Masturbation Midsummer : Masterlist / @sniperjade / DNF

Slash Multiverse Daily Pride Prompts 2023 : Masterlist / @slashmultiverse / Completed

Slash Multiverse Daily Winter Prompts : Masterlist / @slashmultiverse / DNF

WinterIron Bingo : Masterlist / @bingowinteriron / Bingo

「Shopping in IKEA」

- Time to go home, Buck

- NO!

Guess who made a Moodboard for Day 5 of @whumpcember and then forgot to post it.... Yeah, right...

Anyway:

For the Prompt "Concussion" because God knows Matt has a lot of those...

Flufftober 2023 - Masterlist

Daily Prompts:

2: Family, Friends, Loved Ones : The past, the present and the pain in between / WinterIron / 844 / Teen and Up Audiences

6: Corn Maze : Fall Traditions / HawkDevil, Bisholova (QPR) / 830 / General Audiences

9: (…) at first sight : Who needs a Hero / Foggy Nelson x Happy Hogan / 1695 / General Audiences

Prompt Extras:

Have your characters share the last table at a café : Interference / Clint & Bucky / 1317 / General Audiences / Trans Clint, NB Bucky

Candles, Lanterns, Fairy Lights : Home / WinterHawk / 1012 / Teen and Up Audiences

Wearing Each other's Clothes : Sunday Pancakes / HawkDevil / 1539 / Teen and Up Audiences

@flufftober