I Finished My First Sweater! It’s Not Perfect–I Need To Take In The Sleeves, For Starts–but Given

I finished my first sweater! It’s not perfect–I need to take in the sleeves, for starts–but given that it’s my first ever and I gridded out the text from scratch, I’m really damn proud of it.

Fair Isle grid below, for anyone who wants to use it. Ignore the pencil marks–this was scanned mid-project:

Fanfiction Work-In-Progress Guessing Game

Send me a word, if it’s in my wip document I’ll answer your ask with the sentence that it appears in

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42donotpanic

10 months ago

I would like it noted that I was indeed not wrong and that I exceeded my word count of 27500 that I ended up with for this round. /lh

WIP Warriors FFB Edition 1

So, apparently one WIP Warriors isn't enough, so now there is Fandom Free Bingo Edition too...

Also I was more or less dared to make it 500 Words/Vote...

Yes, I should be doing other things, why are you asking?

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9 months ago

The slide is also light purple. The title reads, in the same green calligraphy-type font, “contents,” all lower case. The body of the text is a thin san-serif font also in green; it is a bullet point list of one through five. They explain five stages of a relationship.
One says “Fervor, the honeymoon phase.”
Two says “Denial, the fear phase.”
Three says “Bargaining, the questioning phase.”
Four says “Hesitance, the Learning phase.”
Five says “Peace, the growth phase.”

There is an image of Bucky Barnes’ dog tags from the Marvel Cinematic Universe to the left. They dangle midair with the top-most tag in focus in the center and the other a bit blurrier at the bottom of the image.

A section-title card for Fervor, the honeymoon phase. The background is a darker sage green, with a longer flat oval (light purple) in the middle surrounding the title for the slide. The slide is minimalist and calming with a sans-serif font for details and a fancy-looking, calligraphy-type for the title. This slide reads at the top: “Excitement, tension (the best kind), foot-in-mouth.”

This slide includes a photo-set for the honeymoon phase of the fic. The slide is pale purple. In big sage green letters at the bottom, it reads “it starts on a park bench,” referring to the opening scene of the fic.

Four images are lined up in the top half of the slide: from left to right, we have
One - two men’s hands. The man on the (viewer’s) left is reaching for the one on the right. Their fingers brush hesitantly. The person on the right is wearing a leather jacket and a striped shirt underneath; the man on the left’s outfit is black. This image has a darker sage green border.
Two - a series of four texts incoming on an iPhone that read: “Really, I just enjoy you,” then “I like talking to you,” then “I like looking at you,” then finally, “I like being around you”. This image has a darker sage green border.
Three - a golden dog paw high-fives a large man’s hand. On the hand is a ring on the right-hand ring finger. Underneath this image reads “Lucky’s Rating: five stars.” This image is shorter than the others to accommodate its accompanying text, and has a dashed dark green border.
Four - a sign that reads in shaky handwriting, all caps: “It’s all going very well, no problems at all”. This image has a dark green sage border. A song recommendation sits at the bottom of the slide: “My Type,” by Saint Motel.

A section-title card for Denial, the fear phase. The background is a darker sage green, with a longer flat oval in the middle surrounding the title for the slide in light purple. It is the same style as the previous section-title card.

This slide reads at the top: “Anxiety, insecurity (the worst kind), fear.”

This slide is another image set of four on a pale purple background. On the top in a thin green font, all caps, reads a quote from the fic. It says "“I’M SORRY, JUST GIVE ME A MINUTE.” BUCKY SAID IT AGAIN, FROWNING EVEN MORE AS HE STUDIED CLINT FOR A MOMENT." The images from left to right take up 70% of the slide.
One - a man sits in a warm-toned brown leather chair on the viewer’s right side of the image. He wears a black long sleeve, and his right hand rests on a pale wooden cane. The image is starkly lit with dark background. In the same fashion as the last photo set, this is one of three images with a green border.
Two - a series of four band-aids overlapped at angles in purple. They read “Bitch” in clouds, the second “Fuck” in all caps in white on purple background, the third “OW” with three exclamation marks in purple on white, and the last “SHIT!” in white on purple. Beneath this image reads “Lucky’s Rating: One Star.” To accommodate this text, this image is shorter than the others and has a dashed green outline.
Three - The reverse of the hand-written sign from the Honeymoon phase which reads “It’s going very badly it’s a terrible disaster” in the same handwriting. This image has a green border.
Four - A glitching image of a man, horizontal lines obscuring his face. He is wearing all black, shorts and a hoodie. It appears to be security footage. This is the final image with a green border. At the bottom of the slide is a song suggestion: “What If It Doesn’t End Well,” by Chloe Moriondo.

A section-title card for Bargaining, the questioning phase. It is the same style as the previous section-title cards with green background and purple oval.

This slide reads at the top: “wonder, trepidation, indecision.”

A pale purple background with an image of a CD on the left. The CD has written in sharpie: “Everything I could never tell you.” The image is outlined by a dashed green circle.

The slide is titled “Could I really have this?” in quotes on the right side of the slide. It is in darker green in a large, calligraphy-type font. Underneath this title, it reads in a smaller, thinner font, “Bucky and Clint circle each other, disbelieving of the reality of their connection. Curious, lonely, yearning, they must each decide: “Could I really have this?” Trust, or walk away?” End text.

At the bottom, a song suggestion: “Walk Above the City,” by the Paper Kites featuring MARO.

A section-title card for Hesitance, the learning phase. Darker sage green with light purple oval.

This slide reads at the top: “surprise, curiosity, desire.”

The slide’s title is the three words from the previous slide in large green calligraphy-type font: “Surprise curiosity desire.”

Above the title, which is on the left side of the slide but vertically centered, there is italicised smaller text with a quote from the fic: “Yeah, Pretty Man?” Clint asked, brushing a kiss on the side of his head.” End text. The slide is pale purple.

The slide is split 67/33 with the smaller chunk on the right being an image of two men naked side by side. The image cuts off at their belly buttons and midthigh, focusing on their hands about to touch between them. Though they are naked the image is not sexual. The taller man’s left hand almost brushes the paler, shorter man’s right. The image is in greyscale. The border splitting the slide is a green dashed line, with a circle outlining a second circular image of two young men sitting side by side on a grassy cliffside overlooking a park. The two men, one raven-haired, one blonde, rest their heads on each other.

At the bottom of the slide a song suggestion is listed. “Please,” by Noah Kahan.

The final section-title card for Peace, the growth phase. It is again darker green with a light purple oval.

This slide reads at the top: “nurture, reciprocity, safety”

The slide is split vertically 40/60. The smaller chunk on the left is a dark sage green box that reads the title and body text in pale purple font, which are as follows:
Title: Accessible affection
Body text: learning to coexist with each other’s fears, anxieties, and quirks, Clint and Bucky continue to choose each other, for better or worse, every single day. End text.

The larger chunk is pale purple with a dark green dashed border. It has a large screengrab of a comic square - in the first panel of two, Clint says “Barnes.” as he looks at Bucky beside him in a green hoodie. In the second panel, they hug, Clint’s purple shirt clearly visible. Clint says “Missed you.” Bucky has a bag over his shoulder.

At the bottom is a song suggestion: “Grow as we Go,” by Ben Platt.

This pale purple slide, titled "Listen | the playlist," is a collection of the song suggestions with one bonus track, “Razor’s Edge” by Semler.
On the right are two separate comic panels cropped so they are circular in shape. - one is Bucky meditating with his legs crossed, Alpine stretching beside him. The other is Clint in a tactical suit hitting the ground, stars and lines coming from him as he impacts. This one is more cartoonish. Both are labelled with their respective characters.

MY TYPE - SAINT MOTEL
WHAT IF IT DOESN’T END WELL - CHLOE MORIONDO
WALK ABOVE THE CITY - PAPER KITES, MARO
PLEASE - NOAH KAHAN
GROW AS WE GO - BEN PLATT
BONUS: RAZOR'S EDGE - SEMLER

This slide is titled “learn | the representation” and is a darker sage green with a pale purple circular pie chart cut out.

The title is shadowed, in the same calligraphy-type font in green with a pale purple drop shadow for an interesting visual effect.

The pie chart is labelled on each wedge. The biggest wedge, 50%, says “use of mobility aids and accommodations (i.e. cane, service dog, sign language, caffeine)”
The next biggest, about 20% on the bottom left of the chart, says “meds (or lack thereof)”
The next, about 8%, says “scarring”
The next (about 15%) is covered by the title, and so the label is listed outside the chart. It reads “lipreading masks”
The final wedge, about 8%, says “boundaries”.

The final slide is titled “look: the timeline” and is light purple with green font. Along the bottom is a horizontal timeline in green with evenly spaced events that read as follows:
ONE First Date, Prospect Park. TWO First Videochat. THREE Second Date, Prospect Park. FOUR Third Date, Clint’s Place. FOUR-AND-A-HALF this is much closer to “Third Date” than the following event, and has a heart. It reads in quotes “Eat your ice cream, boyfriend.” FIVE End of Fic with a greater-than symbol and a number three to read a visual heart. SIX Game Night, virtual, followed by SIX-AND-A-HALF a final bullet point which also has a heart and reads “Bucky meets Clint’s friends”. This event takes place after the end of the fic and is hinted at within the story.

Above the timeline and to the left of the title, there is a group of four images all of small tattoos (meant to remind the reader of Clint’s various tattoos within the fic.) From left to right, there is ONE a vertical sword on someone’s arm, stabbing through three hearts (a reimagination of the tarot card, three of swords, which symbolizes being impacted by words, intentions, and actions of others, as Clint clearly is); TWO a pizza slice on someone’s wrist, cheese dangling off the corner; THREE a band aid in minimal detail, but with smooth lines, so not a stick-and-poke despite the simplistic art style (body part unknown); and FOUR a line of all-caps text on someone’s shoulder that reads “SUCK IT AND SEE”. End presentation.

This is a lookbook / illustrated guide to @42donotpanic's amazing fic titled "Not Just a Mask" in which Clint and Bucky, two disabled queer men, meet during / following the pandemic through online dating and explore themes of intimacy, vulnerability, and accommodation as they grow closer.

archiveofourown.org

Not just a Mask - Chapter 1 - 42donotpanic - Multifandom [Archive of Our Own]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

The fic was created as part of the 2024 @winterhawkbigbang as was this lookbook. I had so much fun working with Panic and my fellow artists, whose works are linked on the ao3 page for the fic (AND ARE INCREDIBLE OH MY GODDD)! This lookbook was created using Canva and uses image descriptions. The playlist mentioned on slide #13 can be found on Spotify below!

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42donotpanic

10 months ago

Reblog if you write fanfic and would be totally down with your followers coming into you askbox and talking to you about your fic

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42donotpanic

2 years ago

In order to be a writer, you must W.R.I.T.E!

W: Whine with every word you write

R: Reread your past writing before reevaluating your life

I: Intensely daydream

T: Try not to get distracted by Tumblr

E: Edit paragraphs obsessively

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10 months ago

WIP GAME

Hello! I was tagged very kindly by my friends @auofgoldandfantasies @42donotpanic and @inkforhumanhands

rules: make a new post with the names of all the files in your wip folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them, and then post a little snippet or tell them something about it! and then tag as many people as you have wips

Okay so, I was originally gonna limit this to mattfoggy for obvious reasons (and also because there's enough of them as is) but then I thought.... where's the fun in that? So, behold, a list of wips - some years old, some barely more than a paragraph and a dream - from a mixed bag of fandoms taken straight from my poor laptop's AO3 file.

You get bonus points if you recognise the song lyrics 😂 if you include the song or reference in the hypothetical ask you'll send me, I'll add a lil doodle to my answer. I say this very seriously because I love when people listen to the same music as me 😂

eyes closed against the threat of death

all unquiet things

the future's out to get you

send me sweetly to my doom

Agent Matt (Moochy prompt 78)

on a toujours un truc à faire

semper in fide (always in faith or always loyal)

your gentle winding mind

Retired, Extremely Dangerous

Murphy's fourth law or something (Pom prompt 1)

Well, as I live and breathe

(SPACE PIRATES) those who stare at stars

just don't call me yours

Gravity's Pull

my domestic fix it

Brave au

Atlantis au

baby, bring me home to bed

sound the keening bell

Let's not be friends (stupid)

cuddled up with a heart condemned

Up For Air

mini ideas dumping ground

the trap I set for you

"Ta petite blonde sexy"

you couldn't lose if you tried

i like the way you

drew lotr travelfic convo + ideas

there's no way around it

HOMOPHOBIC MATT

look at me when you walk by (just enough to make me cry)

idk man ....... Pirate au

first of all, these look fake

Pretend

I hate it when that happens

doo wop au boii

Knock

Bagman's Gambit au

idk what to call this (yes that is its name)

taylor swift

To Be Your Home

Until You Break, Until You Yield

Time Loop

baby matt idea

read my mind, but say you didn't

it's always lose-lose

I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

This feels weirdly personal lmao because there is .... So much of me inside these. I really love a song lyric huh??? 😅 I'm just not gonna think about it. None of them are on the internet because I don't post wips. Most of them probably never will be, but they were fun to dream about in their time. I also have a few wips/ideas not mentioned. Otherwise I'd be here all day and you'd be scrolling to high hell, and I don't want to be directly responsible for someone going to hell. I mean I'm not known for being succinct (case in point) but whatever.

Thank you for the tags, I really enjoyed going through my fics again lmao some of them surprised me. I have one (1) cherik fic in all of these, and I was actually so surprised to find it again and see that it has 2118 words 😂

Who will I tag??? Erm I'm trying to go for people who i haven't seen tagged in these yet, so if this is your second time .... Well, I'm not sorry did you see that three people tagged me??? Yeah. Suck it up 😂

@zekeyboy @foggynelsonsblog @missmoochy @amazing-spiderling and whoever feels like joining us!

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2 months ago

First & Last Lines

Rules: post the first and last lines of the last 10 fics you posted.

Thank you for tagging me @auofgoldandfantasies !

I'm skipping Podfics for this. Also a fair warning, I did a dump of Oneshots I found, so there is absolutely no rhyme or reason to what I've posted recently and there is some smut in between. Also I am realising there are some other warnings that I added next to the title.

I - Not how this was supposed to work (WIP)

First: Foggy Nelson had never been a scaredy-cat. In general, he wasn’t afraid of a lot of things. He wasn’t scared of going to the doctor or the dentist, and he wasn’t afraid of the dark, spiders, heights, or the boogie man either.

Last: “I think it just might,” Karen answered, smiling softly. “They might not become friends, but they might make okay roommates.”

II - Ten out of Ten (MCD Warning)

First: Matt got the call from the hospital while he was in class.

Last: It was only when Foggy rested a soft, almost brotherly hand on his friend’s shoulder that he realised Matt wasn’t frozen, he was crying.

III - When the World is too much, you are my Bubble

Note: This one is a collection of ficlets for two OCs I came up with, so the first and the last line do not belong to the same story.

First: “Is it beautiful?” Jamie asked, closing her eyes as she leaned against G’s side and enjoyed the warmth of the sun on this day in early spring.

Last: “That’s cute,” Jamie hummed, then started laughing. “Buck and my Dad met when my dad was being an idiot and Buck stopped him from running in front of a car or something.” She laughed again. “Honestly, every time you ask them they give you a different story.”

IV - Of Soup, Flowers and Tattoos (WIP)

First: “Every flower has a meaning, you know?” Foggy was leaning on the counter of ‘Sweet and Spicy’, when the restaurant had a quiet moment. He was watching the guy working in the small flower shop across the street from their soup café. “Every type of flower, every colour, and even the way they are arranged can tell whole stories.”

Last: “Yes, Clint.” Matt chuckled softly. “Bucky and you own a Tattoo Studio. I would be surprised if you didn’t have Tattoos and piercings.” He traced Clint’s neck again, smiling as the other man leaned in again. “I just don’t know which ones and what they look like, so I was a little surprised when I suddenly had two pieces of metal in my mouth.” He licked his own lips, then traced his thumb over Clint’s again, pulling softly at one of the black metal rings. “I don’t mind. Actually, I quite like it.” He smirked, signing slowly with one hand still cupping Clint’s jaw. “It’s wild and interesting, just like you.”

V - Just let yourself have this (Smut Warning)

First: “Hello, handsome.” A low, rich voice, laced with an English accent approached Clint.

Last: Charles simply brushed a soft kiss into Clint’s hair, smiling softly and breathing in his scent. “Sleep tight, sweetheart.”

VI - Stop telling me you're sorry and just let me fuck you silly (unsurprisingly: Smut Warning)

First: “Tell me what you want, pretty boy.” James purred right into Clint’s ear. He was leaning on his elbow, the fingers of his other hand softly tracing Clint’s chest.

Last: “I mean...” Clint chuckled, smirking up at his partner as well, “I wouldn’t say no, if you’re offering...”

VII - Clint's Love-Hate Relationship with Food (Eating Disorder Warning)

First: "Are you really gonna eat all of those?" Tony asked with surprise and almost something like disgust in his voice.

Last: “Yeah,” Matt scoffed. “I’m definitely not gonna leave you alone with this gaggle of idiots while your brain is being stupid,” he gestured around them, vaguely indicating the other Avengers, but mostly meaning Tony. “You’re my baby hawk, you’re gonna get all the cuddles you want tonight.”

VIII - Blanket Nest

First: “Clint-Buddy, are you okay?” Foggy asked as he came back from the kitchen with a fresh mug of coffee.

Last: “You’re perfect, Clint,” Matt signed at some point, simply making Clint smile this time. “Never change who you are for anyone but yourself.”

IX - Arrow, Snowflake, Star

First: “It’s not pretty,” Bucky muttered, wrapping their arms protectively around their chest, the right one covering the weaker left. “It’s everything but pretty...”

Last: “It’s more than I need to know that you’re my little treasure,” Clint said, just like I had done earlier. “We’re always gonna take care of you, no matter what happens.”

X - Why are archers so annoying?

First: “You wanna give it a shot?” Clint asked, gesturing with his bow before going to pick up his arrows from the targets on the other end of the lane.

Last: “Both.” I decided. “Both is good.” “Then both it is.” Clint smiled nodding for me to follow him. “Come on, little Hawk, let’s get you your treats.”

Tagging: @mutuallyprime @flowerparrish @evenfallreads @stripedscribe @heretherebewolves

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horror/dark game prompts - prompts taken from different video games with horror as it's genre or are considered dark by many of it's players (from the video games: omori, kindergarten, backrooms, little nightmares, five nights at freddy's, sally face, little misfortune, fran bow, friday the 13th, dead plate).

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COZY FEELS BINGO

(presented by Seasonal Delights Bingo) For the fall season we have decided to go with a theme that was centered around all that we love abo

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1 year ago

This turned out so beautiful! Thank you so much 💜

“Harsh Autumn Days”

Gift for @42donotpanic for the prompt “knit blanket”

At first I thought about hot chocolate and comfy blankets but I wanted to give it the #fratt edge so it turned out to be Frank patching Matt up after some battle. I’d like to think that DD’s clothes got wet and he’s cold. So Frank just pulled the most fluffiest knit blanket over the devils head. =)Hope you like it!

[Image Description: Black and white sketch of the Punisher cleaning Daredevil’s wounds. Frank is kneeling before a sitting Matt and cleaning his wounded knuckles with a cotton pad. Matt has several bandages already on his body and has a big knitted blanket pulled over his head and shoulders, gripping onto it with his other hand. Daredevil also still has his helmet and pants an.]

#FrankCastle #MattMurdock #Daredevil

𝐃𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐃𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐃𝐞𝐜𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫 𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟒

Hello and welcome to Dead Dove December 2024!

We are a dark holiday-themed Bucky Barnes event. Below, you will find the prompts for each day of December, along with alternate options.

As this is our second year we just want to reiterate that this is a no-pressure, for-fun event that offers over 50 prompts to fulfill your dark needs during the holiday season! Please be aware that the prompts on this list will contain dark and potentially disturbing themes and may not be suitable for all audiences.

Our new prompt list will be posted later today and we hope everyone who participates has a fun writing experience. If you have any questions our inbox is open.

𝐄𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐈𝐧𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 ❆ 𝐀𝐨𝟑 𝐂𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧

𝐏𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐭 𝐋𝐢𝐬𝐭

𝐖𝐞𝐞𝐤 𝐎𝐧𝐞

1. Roasting on an open fire // Sweater Swelter

2. Torture // Bloodloss

3. Castration // Heartwarming

4. Forced To Watch // Punishment

5. Handmade // Glued Shut

6. Frostbite // Stocking - Stalking

7. Cuffed // Collared // Cold (Free Day)

𝐖𝐞𝐞𝐤 𝐓𝐰𝐨

8. Naughty or Sliced // Lights

9. Bricked Up // Chimney // Stockholm Syndrome

10. Sleep Deprivation // Waiting All Night

11. Restraint // Humiliation

12. Jolly // Folly // Slay

13. Kidnapped // Under The Tree

14. Something Red // Something Dead (Free Day)

𝐖𝐞𝐞𝐤 𝐓𝐡𝐫𝐞𝐞

15. Countdown // Out of time

16. Wrapped // Whipped

17. Blackmail // Letters To Santa // Holiday Hunting

18. Starved // Stuffed // Cannibalism

19. Snuff // Home Movies (Filming) (Free Day)

20. Used As Decoration // Dehumanization

21. Monsterfucking // Holiday spirit

𝐖𝐞𝐞𝐤 𝐅𝐨𝐮𝐫

22. Necrophilia // Given As A Gift

23. Sacrifice In Vain // Spiked // Drugged

24. Loss of Consent // Blood Splatter

25. Twisted Celebration // Silent Night (Free Day)

26. Breathless // Survival // Passed Around

27. Confined To Bed // Cabin Fever

28. Fighting For Life // After Death // Strangulation

𝐖𝐞𝐞𝐤 𝐅𝐢𝐯𝐞

29. Hypothermia // Co-Dependency

30. Non - Con Body Transformation // Brought Back

31. Cheers // Fears // New Year

𝐀𝐥𝐭𝐬

Silk Ribbon, Trapped In The Ice, Candy Caned, Consensual Hypnosis, Last Christmas, Chopping, A Light In The Dark, First Night, Silk Ribbon, Skullfucking, Chained, Unneeded Amputation, Incest, Snowballing, Conditioning

Special thanks to @vesearlee for creating the spectacular header and dividers for this event!

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