The Longer I Stay Here, The More I Realize That I Was Never Meant To Be Here

Star Trek: Deep Space Nine "Past Tense, Pt. 1"

You were born to shift, staying here is useless.

is it just me or do y’all get very impatient when yall shift?? like in the middle of the method or shifting practice and i don’t feel like i’m in my dr or if my brain wonders too much then i give up… i just need a method or a shifting practice that’s gonna actually help me frl im tired of this trial and error shit.

This is why I have zero sympathy for Brian Thompson.

Today someone said to me"not everything is about colonisation" and all I could think about was the irony that they were wearing a bikini swimsuit.

Bikini is a colonial misspelling of the indigenous name for the Pikinni atoll. It was one of the many places in the Pacific where Western countries tested atomic bombs. In order to carry out the nuclear testing at Bikini, the USA relocated the islanders to an atoll with no shelter, inadequate fresh water, and so little food that some islanders starved to death. They were exposed to radioactive fallout anyway. Castle Bravo, the largest nuclear bomb ever detonated by the USA, was tested at Bikini and sent radioactive particulate as far away as India, the USA and Europe. After detonating 24 atomic bombs on and around the atoll, the US told the islanders that it was safe to return despite knowing that radiation levels were (and still remain) dangerously high. Generations of islanders are still paying the price with their health and their lives.

The guy who created the bikini swimsuit named it after Bikini Atoll. He said that he wanted it to be "a bombshell" and "explosive" on the scale of a nuclear bomb. He said that "like the bomb, the bikini is small and devastating" and "atom bombs reduce everybody to primitive costume."

The point of this post isn't to suggest that we should stop saying bikini. It's a word in our language now, for better or for worse. My point is that colonialism and white supremacy are in everything. How do you heal, how do you move on, when the violence is embedded into our very vocabulary?

rb to give the previous person a fucking break because life aint life-ing the way its supposed to life and it fucking sucks.

A possessive & obsessive lover with a soft spot for me when?? WHEN

𐙚 2025's gonna be the year of the spoiled for master manifesters .𖥔˚

— But only if you persist persist persist!

scripting that my fav canceled shows keep going because these streaming services stay canceling the best shows 🙄🙄