Really Bouncy Head Thing

(okay i want to rant my thoughts here because tumblr and yapping and writing stuff down somewhere and/or posting it helps me actually do something about it or remember. ANYWAYS )

I used to like and identify with my chosen name (IRL) pretty well, but as of lately i haven't been resenting with it as much as i hoped. i'm kinda distancing with it more and here's why

(as if anyone will actually read this)

1: people still associate it fem

like, they would say "oh yeah (chosen name) said she ___" they get the name right but they don't call me "he". i know i could just correct them, and i did for a while, but after a bit, it gets exhausting. i've also had people associate it gender neutral,. "oh yeah she- oh i mean they" like uh. dawg no. dochira demonai. and alongside that, a lot people think i'm nonbinary?? like i just found that out recently and i was like?? ,. ???

2: people keep spelling it wrong, and saying it wrong, and it lowkey annoys me😅

i know that shouldn't matter but. come ONN it doeess. it does.

3: i dont fw it anymore 😞

people change guys . especially when you decide the name at a younger age,.

4: some guy sexualized my name. uh.

wild story, there's a kid on my bus and just today he said that he liked me (he's sexist) (he's straight) him: "i can't resist you🤤" me: "i do not reciprocate" (YEAH YEAH I KNOW THATs SOUNDS ROBOTIC AS FCUK BUT I my brain basically just shuts off after school when i'm not talking to my friends)ANYWAYS his response was somewhere along the lines of "plEASE Please plEAS i'm begging you🥺🥺😭😭😢🙏i can be a worthy man to my woman😏🤓💪" (blehh gross.) i barely know him we don't even go to the same school,. but he always bothers me on the bus in the afternoon)) he then sstarted talking to me weird and acting verrry inappropriate around me and i was sort of just like "okay no thanx 😀" and he kept doing it . then he sexualized my said chosen name (he doesn't know my old one) and like pet talking me and also purposely mispronouncing it and uUGH i don't want to go further into detail.

5: I MIGHT BE STARTING TESTOSTERONE SOON

I'M HIGHKEY EXCITED OH MY GAWWSHH . i feel like with a big change i want even more change to compensate for the . already existing change. uh. (and who knows how much other stuff will change) idk man my brain is weird XD

so yah. lots of reasons. i don't even know what to change it to, but i'm SO leaning on this name that's like. kind of similar to my current one but also not. but i shall explore more. no i wont share it online i just. feel like saying this i guess.

i just realized whenever i have an important post or just a long post in general, i always tend to customize it with the colors n sizes n stuff. that's interesting. i'm gonna keep doing that.

guh okay i'm bored and i'm thinking bout existence so here's this. probably will delete later.

when i was younger, i would hate on any form of popular or mainstream artist/creator/whatever. it was because i didn't want to be all popular and trendy and preppy, and such. anything that gained any sort of popularity and wasn't really underated i would "hate" it bc of that reason. even if it wasn't "overrated" i would still hate it even if it was good. i would also be obsessed with the terms overrated and underrated for that reason.

i realize now that that is very bad and i'm starting to get into better habits with that. i want to expand what i engage in so i'm not straight up missing out on life. like yeah bro, breathing's pretty popular, but i aint gonna stop anytime soon. there is so many aspects of life that i didn't engage in because i thought it was "too popular" and "too mainstream". and the same goes for the other way i thought stuff was cringe as well. i missed out on so much of my childhood that way. also, no i'm not saying i'll engage in trends or mainstream stuff in my content. i still very much enjoy more 'original' ideas, so to speak.

i don't want to become repetitive, but i also don't want to be like "waahhh wahhh i'm quirky give me attention"

i basically just want to enjoy stuff i like, unrelated to it's popularity status.

okay done with the info dump i'm done now byyeee

(EXPLICIT WARN!! and also very cringecore...........)

i. love these songs so much. oh my silly. it deserves a tumblr post dedicated 2 it.

wait so i can just say stuff on here?? okkiiieee

yall how do u pronounce "queue" like i literally say "quay" buT I'VE HEARD DIFFERENT AND "QUAY" SOUNDS STOOPIDD!!!

(okaayy first actual pinned post bio thing,,.. here we go,,,.,. ,,.. )

haii!!! i'm 123gocat but u can jus call me cat. this blog has a lot of stuff,., really random stuff sometimes but i usually post art of my characters and sometimes fanart. i also just post whatever, like thoughts that come into my head, random song lyrics, or just a question i might have for whoever it is watching.

my name is not "flashwarnbrightcolor" that's just the name of the site loll

⭐️stuff about me igg??🌈

he/him oNLY!! i don't like being called they,,/them,n, i wont correct you but like just know that okayyy??

-furry!! very cringe oooooo scary

-i lovvee, cats :33 ,,duhh

- i'm an animator and song producer, i someday wish to make stuff with lyrics but not yet

-i LOVE rainbows n colorful stuf n yesss

-i like the styles webcore, scenecore, rainbowcore, and just pretty colorful thingz in generalll!!!!! but i also like grunge and emo styles? and also punk? idk i love a lotta things. i just do whatever haha.

-i like smiling friends, dog man, vocaloid, animation memes, pjsk, matt rose, failboat, uhh probably some more but idk rnn

-i type weird.., it should make sense but jeah i am very silly witf my typing ;p

I am sorry in advance if you can't understand my typing i try to make it decipherable but sometimes i go overboard.., i sorr

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⚠️B4 U INTERACT‼️

i have really bright stuff on my page that might hurt ur eyez x-X

i don't typically swear but sometimes i'll link songs and videos with them, or reblogz 0^o

iam minor ⛏️ i will NAWT give age!!!!! stawp askimm,,. I SEE YOU!!!

i am verz mental illness.,. doctors are confused but they have stuff in mind. i don't feel comfortable saying what it is, only few irl ppl can know and u know who u are!!

if you know my irl name or other personal info, don't mention it online!! sure u guys already know haha (like 4 ppl i thiinkk??)

ALSO!!

i don't usually keep track of/follow controversy or drama, so i apologize if i reference media with problematic figures!! if you are to point it out, please be respectful.

- i do this because it's hard to believe what i see online and you don't usually ever see the other side of the story.

- i also have a hard time with telling if some stuff is real/not real sometimes so i don't want to involve myself in anything that worsens that behavior.

- even if the person IS truly a bad person, i don't approve of harassment or threats on anybody especially online

- i don't really know them? and i don't know you,,. online is scaryz

i don't really consider this a kids account but it's not like,,. super adult at all? you can be of any age just please be mindful of the stuff i already said above.

❌DNI/STUFF TO NAWT DO!!🚫

don't press political beliefs or anything don't even talk politic,.s. i don,t, like it very much ;-;

don't beg fur money!! i don't have any!! stawp nagging me!! /ref

don't use my art/anything i make to model/train ai!! i do not condone to that!!

also, i've seen some people doing this, but don't make ai chatbots of my characters!! idk if it's happened yet probably not i don't have any apps like that i wouldn't know ggrrr

i don't mind mild swearing i don't really care just no saying slurs. and don't do sexual talk or whatever i don like it wuuhh

🐾✨MY FURSONA!!! >:3 🌈💫

you'll see him a lot on here ^w^ he's very epic,,.

guh i need to update the ref -p-

oh gawd how do i make the picture smaller

his design is verz flexible he can do a lotta things. yes he has a tail.., it's fluffy

heres the non anthro version

okay that's about it fur him,. i have other characters too you'll see em on here somewher..,

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he lookin at the starz

tried somethn different with the art, i like how it turned out in the end! it more with sketching pencils in procreate :3

domt you guys love it when music artists reference other songs of theirs in their music? not like from other artists,, like sampling ur own sonhs that in ur own music ,, or just referencing! it actually happens more than you think, it feel like an easter egg almost (with the less obvious ones) it's so cooollll :33

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