I'm Like Really Proud Of This One :0 It Was So Fun 2 Draw,,.

wait so i can just say stuff on here?? okkiiieee

you CANT KILLERED ME I AM ZUBO YOU ARE NO BO

>:0 NUH UH!!

fanart fur @maepawzz !!!! this was so fun 2 do lawlzz

i don't usually draw dawgs,.. but nonetheless this is a dawggg,,. very gud derg..,

drew fanta and the unnamed blue cat in ms paint ;p i still don't know what to name him ;-; but he and fanta r frens :3

i love literally just being able to make stuff..like.., i lokey lov,e. making snmd creating thingz an even i,f they have no meanin or purpose or theyr literally garbag or somethinm ,. i jus love lil doo-hickys and nick-nacks and silly little thingamabobbers and yeah and wait what where what was i talking about huh what

why does this actually look so majestic,, WAIT DID YOU MAKE THAT

Taking some time to appreciate the lovely weather

i just watched owl videos for like an hour. i friggin love owls. oh my zoodness they are so cool theyr like cats but they ,. can fly. they even sorta look like cats. i heard one guy in one of the videos say "cat software with bird hardware" i couldn't agree more

(okay i want to rant my thoughts here because tumblr and yapping and writing stuff down somewhere and/or posting it helps me actually do something about it or remember. ANYWAYS )

I used to like and identify with my chosen name (IRL) pretty well, but as of lately i haven't been resenting with it as much as i hoped. i'm kinda distancing with it more and here's why

(as if anyone will actually read this)

1: people still associate it fem

like, they would say "oh yeah (chosen name) said she ___" they get the name right but they don't call me "he". i know i could just correct them, and i did for a while, but after a bit, it gets exhausting. i've also had people associate it gender neutral,. "oh yeah she- oh i mean they" like uh. dawg no. dochira demonai. and alongside that, a lot people think i'm nonbinary?? like i just found that out recently and i was like?? ,. ???

2: people keep spelling it wrong, and saying it wrong, and it lowkey annoys me😅

i know that shouldn't matter but. come ONN it doeess. it does.

3: i dont fw it anymore 😞

people change guys . especially when you decide the name at a younger age,.

4: some guy sexualized my name. uh.

wild story, there's a kid on my bus and just today he said that he liked me (he's sexist) (he's straight) him: "i can't resist you🤤" me: "i do not reciprocate" (YEAH YEAH I KNOW THATs SOUNDS ROBOTIC AS FCUK BUT I my brain basically just shuts off after school when i'm not talking to my friends)ANYWAYS his response was somewhere along the lines of "plEASE Please plEAS i'm begging you🥺🥺😭😭😢🙏i can be a worthy man to my woman😏🤓💪" (blehh gross.) i barely know him we don't even go to the same school,. but he always bothers me on the bus in the afternoon)) he then sstarted talking to me weird and acting verrry inappropriate around me and i was sort of just like "okay no thanx 😀" and he kept doing it . then he sexualized my said chosen name (he doesn't know my old one) and like pet talking me and also purposely mispronouncing it and uUGH i don't want to go further into detail.

5: I MIGHT BE STARTING TESTOSTERONE SOON

I'M HIGHKEY EXCITED OH MY GAWWSHH . i feel like with a big change i want even more change to compensate for the . already existing change. uh. (and who knows how much other stuff will change) idk man my brain is weird XD

so yah. lots of reasons. i don't even know what to change it to, but i'm SO leaning on this name that's like. kind of similar to my current one but also not. but i shall explore more. no i wont share it online i just. feel like saying this i guess.

i just realized whenever i have an important post or just a long post in general, i always tend to customize it with the colors n sizes n stuff. that's interesting. i'm gonna keep doing that.

made my first kandi lizard!! X3 i love how it ended up, tho the tail is a bit short. i think that's cute tho :3

i so proud of himz ^w^

i made lotta other ones too but this is my first one i made

ignore this i just need 2 info dump on my art and something personal to me or whatever so jus,, shoo shoo

this was copy and pasted from the really long description of the art i posted bout facial expressions. i just didn't want it there man it was too long ;w;

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for my whole life, i've been drawing characters with the same/similar expressions just,, always. anyways, i'm kinda getting tired of drawing the same thing?? iam not gona say this as a "grr my passion for art is dYING"😡😡😭😭🤬 i'm jus saying that what im doin currently jus feels.., not enough,. - like yeah sure silly cat happy silly,,. let me add that 2 my list of every other art i've made with 78171887178 other drawings that follow the EXACT poses and facial expressions and wehhh,.. i want MOR art stuff!!! >:p i wana switch it up,,!! so basically it's the opposite of my passion dying it's literally getting so strong i crave MORE GGRRHHRGGRH 😈😈👹👹👺

,. emotions exist and i want 2 draw them,,. ye,. i also just want practice,,. but yes i hope to become more expressive with my art in the future.

I mean, i still want to do like silly happy smiley cat doodles, however i also wana have art with meaning in it for once.

again even with arts with personal meaning behind it, this isn't 2 say i'll get mor personal online 😅😅i don't like doing that,. also btw i domnt,. like calling it vent art even tho some people might call it vent art i don wana i jus call it persomal meanming,,. thr term ""'vent art'"" .., i'll just call it subjective art bc it's not all negative probably wont post all venty anmd mental ill and stuf (((nnoT saying it's inherently bad always, but i feel like there's an oversharing problem online??)yes ther definitely is))) -p-

okay okay nvm i probably wont share subjective art iam sCAREDD ((( i all in for self expression until i have to share me feewings 😢😢🥱🥱😵‍💫

(((seriously idk how people can just vent online and list their mental illness in their bio and jus announce personal things in public online for everybody ever to see doing that stuff scares me xD /gen) but yahhh

in summary, expect art with mor expressive stuff!! :D and creative freedom and,.. yes very nice very good yes