— DEAD MAN WALKING ,, Lee Heeseung

— DEAD MAN WALKING ,, Lee Heeseung

— DEAD MAN WALKING ,, lee heeseung

PAIRING — non!idol!heeseung x gn!reader

SYPNOSIS — lee heeseung, also known as the dead man walking, hasnt felt any emotions since the beginning of his killing spree. but what happens when his new victim changes his whole perspective on life.

GENRE — townkiller!heeseung, unhealthy love, obsession

WARNINGS — mentions "knives", blood, murder, gore, swearing, TW c7tting, kidnapping, parental issues

WC — 5.6k

REST OF SERIES! first of instalment.

AN — first instalment of the series,, THIS IS FICTION, non of this correlates to how they act/are irl :) ngl this is more horror than anything else, but this is my first time writing something like this so please bare with me!!

— DEAD MAN WALKING ,, Lee Heeseung

“please-“ “huh did you say something?” heeseung interrupted teasingly as he slightly bent down to look at his victims face. “poor you, i would love to stay around and chit-chat, but i have important things to do” heeseung said with a sadistic laugh. “no no no please i beg” the man begged again pleadingly as tears continuously fell down his face. his lips trembled with fear, his voice a bit harsh from all the screaming he had done.

heeseung grabbed the newly sharpened knife from the table next to him and slowly started cutting up the victims body into parts. lastly, he carved ‘DMW’ on each part and slowly cleaned his knife, watching in satisfactory as blood kept on dripping out of each body part that was cut. heeseung then stood up and walked out of the dark room that was illuminated by a dim light.

lee heeseung, also known as ‘the dead man walking’ was very popular in the town of be:lift. him and his friends, enhypen as they call themselves, were known for their killings and heard all over the news. though nobody had a clear imagine of how they looked like, everyone had their own idea of them, which certainly made the boys laugh.

the boy got his name at a young age. during high-school, he was known for always being smiling and happy, but as the years went on, he slowly but surely started growing more colder. not daring to show any emotions at all. he perceived that everyone hated him.

he was neglected by his parents from a young age and wanted the attention from them just like other children got from their parents.

his love for hurting people started off when his parents started paying more attention to their work. he would first bully others at school so that his parents could be called in. then it progressed into cutting them, weather he used a scissor and ‘accidentally’ cut them or if he purposely pushed them so that they could hurt themselves. he would do anything for his parents attention. and now lastly, killing the people. cutting them up, carving them and sending them back to his parents as a gift.

he would always watch from their house window how his parents would scream each time they see a new body part. they didnt know it was their son themself who would do these cold-hearted shit, neither did they realise they could be his next victim. it angered him how they ignored all the signs he gave them indicating that he was the famous killer. but as usual, they were too oblivious to notice.

and now he’s just killed another innocent victim. he didn’t care who the person was, nor did he care about the consequences. he just wanted to feel loved by someone, that warm feeling of being special to someone. what better way than by letting people feel the same as he did?

a few hours later, he found himself sitting with his group of friends at jay’s house. though heeseung swered he wouldn’t go there, jay can be convincing when he wants to.

heeseung sighed as he rubbed his forehead from all the noise his friends were making. “heeseung hyung, you good?” jungwon asked after he realised his friend got quiet. “yeah sorry, got alot on my mind” heeseung replied while smiling at the boy. jungwon knew his friend wasn’t okay, non of them were but that never meant he couldn’t still check up on them every once and a while.

“okay, you know you can talk to me right” jungwon said while taking a sip of his coke. “yeah i know” heeseung replied as he heard jake trying to rile up sunghoon. “atleast i didnt kidnap a person i love” jake said smirking. heeseung looked between the two. this was a normal occurrence between the two boys. “can you guys please shut up for once?” niki said while rolling his eyes as he turned his attention back to sunoo. “thats no way you talk to you hyungs niki” jungwon said while smirking.

heeseung softly laughed at the boys antics. he felt loved here and wouldn’t want it any other way.

— DEAD MAN WALKING ,, Lee Heeseung

heeseung woke up to the sun shining through the little gap between the curtains. the light coming through strongly. he stood up and left his bed as is, in its big mess from all the tossing and turning at night.

he walked into his bathroom and looked in the mirror. his hair was rough, as if someone had grabbed him by his head and mess it up. the bags under his eyes were very prominent as it stood out even through his puffy morning face and lastly, his lips. a deep shade of red and his eyes a little droopy.

he sighed as he started to get ready for his day. he expected it to be as normal as any other day. going to a coffee shop, saying his name is ‘ethan’, looking for his mext victim and so forth. that was until he locked eyes with you.

you were having a fantastic day. it was your first day at your new job as a barista and you officially got an apartment for you and your best friend to live in. everything was going well.

you heard the doorbell ring, indicating that someone had just entered. this alerted you and you immediately put your attention to the person who had walked through the door. your breath hitched as you made eye contact with him.

walking towards your counter, specifically, was a handsome guy. he stood about 6’0 tall with broad shoulders. his hair was pitch black, but glistening in the light. he had soft eyes, almost like bambi and enticing attire which made him even more attractive in your eyes.

“hello miss?” he said. he deep voice snapped you back to reality. “o-oh uhm sorry sir, welcome to backyard bakery’s, what would you like you order?” you stuttered slightly. your cheeks started flushing from embarrassment. “can i get a latte please” he asked while looking at you. you swore in that moment you couldn’t breath. “yeah, name?” you asked smiling at him.

you heard him mumbled softly something along the lines of ‘pretty’ but it was too soft for you to hear. “he- ethan” he coughed as he corrected himself. he gave you a pretty smile as he took out his wallet to pay. you smiled back and told him you would let him know when it would be done.

heeseung went to sit down, and waited patiently for his name to be called out by your pretty voice. he stared at you while you helped others. “ethan?” you called out. heeseung stood up and walked over you collect his drink. “uhm- are you new here?” heeseung asked as he opened up his latte lid to put in sugar. “yeah, i todays my first day actually” you laughed. heeseung sweared he never heard anything as beautiful as your laugh. he loved it.

“hm i was about to say, because i always come here and todays the first time i see you here.” heeseung said as he stirred his latte, then popped the lid back on and walked off by saying “see you soon” and left the building without giving you a chance to reply. you stood still in place. you didn’t believe someone as good-looking as him, would want to talk to you. you shook your head as you dismissed the thought and carried on with your shift.

thats same evening, heeseung couldn’t get you out of his head. you were all he could think about, which to him, was very weird considering no one has ever caught his attention before. he was obsessed.

he was torn with his feelings inside. he didnt know what to do about it. he felt as if you were the one for him. though he never thought anyone would be for him, there you were. everything he wanted and more, you could say. but on the other hand, he could have the privilege of saying he killed a pretty person.

heeseung walked into his neat office and went to sit at his desk. he turned on his computer and immediately searched for you. “yn huh? lets see.” he mumbled before searching your whole history.

heeseung smirked as he leaned back in his chair and readjusted the way he was sitting. he put his hand on his chin and scrolled through your information. “cant wait until you’re mine my love.” heeseung had said to himself.

— DEAD MAN WALKING ,, Lee Heeseung

the jingle of keys woke you up from your nap. the credits of the movie rolled on the tv as you let out a yawn before stretching. “yn you awake?” your best friend called out to you. “mhm” you hummed as you moved the blanket aside and stood up. you walked over to the kitchen to get you something to drink.

“i met someone today” you said while reaching for the chips in the cupboard. “for real? who?” your roommate smirked as she looked at you amused. “he came to the coffee shop, his name is ethan.” you said giggling. your friends face dropped upon the name.

ethan. she had heard before that the famous heeseung had gone by his other name ‘ethan’ but she wasn’t so sure that it would be the same one you had met. non-the-less she was worried for you.

the silence was too loud, so you turned around to look at your friend. “what?” you asked smiling at her. “yn..watch out okay, he’s dangerous.” you friend said as she sighed. “what? you know him.” you asked. “yeah i guess you could say that, beware around him okay? promise me that.” your friend said seriously. “okay okay geez, whats so bad about him..” you said the last part softly.

you walked up stairs and decided to search the name ‘ethan’ on all your socials. you didnt find anyone who remotely looked like him. you shrugged. he probably wasn’t a social media person probably.

— DEAD MAN WALKING ,, Lee Heeseung

the past week, heeseung had been coming back everyday to the coffee shop, in hopes of seeing you again. though he didn’t succeed and was about to give up, he walked in and saw you there.

he sighed happily as he approached you. “yn hi, i havent seen you in a while here” heeseung said as he smiled at you. you smiled back. he had a very nice smile, you wished you could see it more. then you frowned and realised you never told him your name, so how did he know? “uh, ethan how do you know my name?” you questioned as you tilted your head slighty. “doll, its on your uniform.” heeseung said while laughing. your eyes widened as you looked down at your uniform and saw your name.

you smiled cheekily at him and laughed. “sorry about that one, i forgot.” you said while smiling at you. he could never get tired of the sight of you smiling. “you have a pretty smile” heeseung said. you flushed and thanked him softly. “would you like what you had last time?” you asked as you started to prepare his order. “please” he answered. he was shocked that you still remember his order, but nonetheless smiled at the great memory you had.

“i wanted to ask, would you like to hang sometime??” you asked heeseung shyly when he came to pick-up his drink. heeseung looked at you like a deer struck by headlights. he didn’t expect you to want to hang with him. his heart started pounding and sweat started to form on his forehead. “ethan?” you said concerned. “yes sure, im free next week” heeseung replied quickly. “sure sounds good to me.” you smiled. “meet me here at 6pm” you continued before you left to help another customer. heeseung smirked as he had caught his bait, finally.

“heeseung hyung, why are you so happy lately?” jake asked while smirking. “what do you mean jake?” heeseung asked curiously.

he knew the answer already. it was because of you. he was so overwhelmed of knowing hes gonna hang with you one-on-one. which kinda scared him a little. “i dont know, you’re lowkey glowing” jake shrugged. “oh, i didnt know that” heeseung lied as he raised and dropped his shoulders.

“mhm jake tell me, your bad luck still happening?” heeseung asked as he changed the topic. “yeah unfortunately” jake sighed. “why me out of all people god.” jake continued. heeseung laughed. “not funny hyung” jake said as heeseung laughed harder.

— DEAD MAN WALKING ,, Lee Heeseung

the following week couldn’t have come sooner for heeseung. though he was very excited, he was scared of blowing his cover by already knowing everything about you. and he couldn’t have you running away from him so soon already, could he?

heeseung flattened his shirt that had a few wrinkles in it. he walked over to his chair and put on his shoes before checking himself out in the mirror. he then brought up his hand to his face and wiped the spot of blood off. he saw the red on his hands and went to wash it off. he checked himself out once more before leaving.

you closed up the café and went to the back storage area and got dressed. after changing, you cleaned up your mess and walked over to the counter with the cash register and started cleaning up there too. you then wiped most of the tables, opened the back door and walked out around to the front of the café where you found ethan waiting for you by his car.

“hi!!” you exclaimed excitedly. you were very nervous to hang one-on-one with him, especially since the towns killer was still on the loose. “hey” heeseung said casually. he was too, freaking out on the inside but you didnt need to know that.

“where we off to?” heeseung asked you as he felt for his knife in his back pocket. “mhm i was thinking we go to this cliff where you can see the city, oh my god its so beautiful there.” you said smiling. “okay.” he said while following. heeseung checked behind him every once and a while just to make sure no one was following him.

you two arrived at the cliff a few minutes later. you sat down and waved at heeseung to sit down next to you. “i dont bite” you laughed. ‘i do’ heeseung thought to himself as he sat beside you and engaged in conversation.

you watched the city lights while heeseung next to you, was looking at you. you noticed and started blushing. “what?” you asked not looking at him. “nothing, you’re jus pretty thats all” he said still staring at you. you turned to face him and took notice of how close your face was with his.

heeseung couldn’t help but look into your eyes. they were beautiful with the moonlight shining bright. was it worth it to kill you? fortunately for you, his plan all along was to kill you, but now he’s rethinking it. you made him feel.. human. normal almost. and he didn’t want that feeling to go away just yet.

“i love your eyes” you said looking at him seriously. heeseung was shocked, though he never showed it. everyone would say his eyes are ‘cold’ and held no emotion. but it seems to you it was different. you could see the emotions swirling in his dark irises. “thank you” heeseung said while smiling. you gasped at how pretty his smile was. all this time, you hadn’t seen his smile yet and now that you did, you didn’t wanna stop seeing it.

“can i kiss you?” heeseung asked softly. “on the first date” you teased. “mhm” he said looking at your lips. you nodded softly as you closed your eyes. his velvet like lips pressed against yours softly as he rested his hand on your cheek. heeseung swore he felt butterflies in his stomach. your lips moved in rhythm together. as if it was meant to be. you soon pulled as you lost breath.

you rested your head on his chest and listed to his heartbeat race. you softly giggled as you looked up at him and softly placed a quick peck on his lips again.

heeseung stared at you dazed. he, one, didn’t expect to start catching feelings for his next victim, two, didnt think he could feel as appreciated as he felt right now to someone, and three, didnt wanna ever get rid of this feeling. he awkwardly placed his hand on your head and started brushing your hair as you two sat in silence for the rest of the night.

— DEAD MAN WALKING ,, Lee Heeseung

“you’re in love?” jungwon asked. heeseung sighed and rubbed his forehead. “i think so? i mean come on you know i’ve never been in love before but they feel.. different?” heeseung said leaning back into the chair he was sitting in. jungwon eyed his hyung carefully. he’s known heeseung for a long time, one of the first people he met that never let him down and to see him all distressed over a someone, was different for him.

“how do you feel about them honestly?” jungwon asked. “i dont know. they’re so pretty. got this amazing smile and knows how to make me laugh. i get butterflies everytime they look at me with adoration in their eyes. so fun to be around and knows how to make my coffee just the way i like it.” heeseung said as he smiled at the thought of you.

jungwon looked taken aback. never would he have thought someone who was never loved by anyone would be in love first out of their whole friend group. “so then whats the issue.” jungwon asked a bit confused. if heeseung had liked you so much, why cant he be with you?

“because my plan all along was to kill them, they were originally another victim.” heeseung sighed. “mhm” jungwon hummed. “i say try it out, see how things go. if i doesn’t work out, you could always still kill them?” jungwon continued and shrugged. “but how do i tell her that im lee heeseung?” he asked as he looked at jungwon.

“cmon dude! dont tell me you didnt tell her!” jungwon groaned. “how was i supposed, i was nervous!! plus i can’t just go around telling people ‘oh yeah, im heeseung bu the way, the towns killer?’ no dude thats crazy!!!” heeseung exclaimed. “you suck honestly, just tell her when its the right time. dont rush it, if she loves you for you, then she shouldn’t have a problem with it.” jungwon said as he pinched the bridge of his nose.

“thanks jungwon, owe you!!” heeseung said as he got up from his chair and walked to the door. “oh and tell mr yang i say hello jungwon” heeseung smirked before walking out the door, leaving jungwon scowling at the boy.

— DEAD MAN WALKING ,, Lee Heeseung

for the past few weeks, you and heeseung had been getting closer and closer. he was indeed very clingy towards you, which was a bit weird but you didnt care.

“bye!!” you said as you pecked his lips before opening the car door and climbing out. “have a good day baby” heeseung said while smiling at you. “thank you, you too” you said before blowing a kiss at him and walking off to your friends.

heeseung’s smile dropped as he saw a boy approach you with some flowers. he gripped his hand tighter on the steering wheel and his eyes turned dark. who gives his baby flowers when his a few metres away? heeseung wiped his face with his open hand and sighed. he started the ignition and drove away with a smirk on his face.

“ooo yn has a boyfriend” your friend said teasingly. “i dont!!” you gasped. “who gave you those flowers then?” she smirked. “beomgyu” you said while packing your books away. “come on ynnnn, you cant be taking things seriously with ethan?” you friend groaned. “mm well i am” you shut your locker. “yn, he’s no good for you, just trust me on this one. i can jus feel it.” your friend said seriously. “you dont even know him or met him, how can you even say that???” you asked offened on his behalf and walked to class. your friend rolled her eyes and sighed. you never listen do you?

“how dare you walk up to my baby and give her flowers when im just a few meters away hm?” heeseung said as he lifted beomgyu’s chin to make eye contact with him. “i-i-i didnt k-k-know you and yn are dating..” beomgyu said as he trembled in fear. “well now you do, tell my grandma i say ‘hi’ will you?” heeseung said as he laughed at the end. he picked up his knife and pierced the blade through his neck. blood started oozing out as heeseung smiled in satisfactory. he can’t have any obstacles in his way.

once he finished, he lifted up his knife and collected blood on his finger. he brought his finger to his mouth and sucked it clean. he hummed in satisfaction as he just exterminated another harmless human. he cleaned up his work station and walked to his door, switched off the light and walked out. he check his watch before going to the bathroom and quickly cleaning up.

you sighed as you entered your house. the whole day your friend asking you questions about ethan and it tired you out. “you seem distracted” ethan commented as he entered the house. “my friend kept on bugging me today about you” you sighed. “mhm so you’re tired of me” he teased while smiling. he walked closer to you and wrapped his arms around your waist. “no she kept on telling me that you’re no good and that i should leave you and stuff like that. like how are you gonna assume things about someone you dont even know” you sighed frustrated.

heeseung looked at you in awe. first time someone, other than his boys, that defended him. he laughed at how cute you pouted at him. but then the realisation hit him about what your friend had said. his grip on your waist tightened. you brought your hand up to his cheek and started caressing it softly. “calm down you big baby, jm not gonna leave you” you teased. he pouted as you laughed. he hopes you keep that promise after you find out the truth.

“lets cuddle?” you asked as you pulled him by his hand. heeseung nodded. you laid down on the couch and got comfortable until a certain someone jumped right on top of you. “ow!!” you said as you groaned in pain. heeseung laughed at you and buried his head in the crook of your neck.

you played with his hair as the movie was still playing. “you mean everything to me yn, i hope you know that.” ethan said in your neck. you lifted his head in between your hands and squished his cheeks “you mean alot to me too yeah?” you said as you placed a soft kiss on his lips. heeseung smiled. he could get used to this. used fo being home. but first, you needed to know the truth.

— DEAD MAN WALKING ,, Lee Heeseung

few hours later, heeseung had left and you started getting ready for bed until you heard a knock on your front door. assuming its ethan, you screamed that the door was open. what you didn’t expect was to see a random man covered in black clothing from head-to-toe. he grabbed your arm tightly and pulled you towards him. you screamed for him to let go because it started to hurt but the man didn’t budge. he covered your mouth and nose with a cloth and you soon fell into a world of darkness.

meanwhile heeseung was all smily when he arrived at his home (mansion). he had the person he wants and now just needs to ask you to be his partner and life would be great. ‘ping!’ went heeseung’s phone. he furrowed his eyebrows and he want to check it. it was a video from a random number. he opened the chat and started watching the video.

his jaw went slack and his mouth turned dry. his eyes were open wide as he couldn’t believe what he was seeing. its was you tied up in a chair. your hair was cluttered from all the resistance and your clothing was dirty. there were faint bruises on your delicate skin and your eyes were red from crying so much. heeseung’s had gripped his phone tight.

“hey old friend!! i have a little present for you” the man on the video said as he laughed. “meet me at the warehouse, or a little someone wont make it out” he continued as he smiled at the camera. heeseung shut off his phone before he could watch any further. he threw his phone across the room and it shattered into many pieces. he sat on his bed and gripped his hair tightly as his breathing started to increase.

he didnt care wether his phone was okay, all he cared about was you. which was scary to him as someone who didn’t care for anyone at all. he felt awful and guilty, not being able to be there to save you from your misery.

heeseung quickly stood up and grabbed his other phone from on of his bedside drawers and dialled jungwon for help. heeseung sighed as his friend found a solution, he needed to see you, quickly.

meanwhile on your side, you spat out the blood from just being punched in your face again. “you’re such a pretty doll, how’d he get his hands on you” the man said as he gripped your hair between his hands and tilted your head to look at him. “i bet you dont even know the real him, hm?” the man spoke again before laughing and dropping your head. he slowly walked backwards and grabbed his knife and ran his fingertips on the blade.

“lets start of easy, hm? whatcha think babes?” the man said. “dont call me that” you grumbled out. “what was that? i couldn’t hear you?” the man responded as he went back to what he was originally saying. “moving on, his name isn’t ‘ethan’ like he told you. its heeseung doll. lee heeseung. the one who does the murders?” the man said as he watched your face turn into shock. you were angry that he hid this from you but suprised at the fact of how handsome and kind he was to you.

“you’re lying” you said in disbelief. “im not, he even planned to kill you!” the man whispered the last part. “no you liar!” you screamed as you started resisting in the chair you were tied up to. the man started walking closer to you. “stop fucking screaming or it wont end well for you” the man shouted seriously. you stopped in fear.

the shine from the metal blade caught your eye. your eyes widened and he brought it closer to your face. “w-what are you going to do with t-that?” you asked as you looked at the man. “mhm maybe cut your skin? leave a little for my old friend heeseung” the man menacingly said as he laughed once again. “oo im so excited to finally be able to hurt heeseung. growing up, he stole everything from me. my friends. the people i had a crush on. which didnt even make sense to me because he never even batted an eyelash their way. but now, i finally have something to get back at him, his most prized possession, you.” he smiled at you once again before bringing the knife up to your throat.

you screamed and shut your eyes closed in hopes nothing happens. you feel the sharp knife prick your skin as the blood rolls down your neck slightly. “step away” heeseung screamed as he entered the building. he was so close to loosing his chill at the sight of you in pain. luckily he had his friends as back-up or else things would’ve gone terribly wrong.

“ah you made it heeseung! so happy you could” the man smiled at heeseung as he stepped away from you. you let out a deep breath you didnt know you were holding. somehow even after finding out the man you fell in love with was literally a psycho, you still felt safe around him. “ethan! heeseung!” you tried to scream but it was no use. the piece of cloth the man had put in your mouth had muffled everything you said.

heeseung looked at you for a minute before turning hit attention back to the horrible man that took you from him. he knew the moment he saw you, he had to do something to save you but he couldn’t risk messing up the plan they had set up.

“what do you need jisung” heeseung said seriously as he stood with his arms crossed. “well considering you took everything away from me, i want to kill you. or your little girlfriend over here dies” jisung said as he turned to look at you. “do anything to her and i chop off your head.” heeseung said seriously. jisungs facial expression dropped quickly but tried to hide his fear.

“but we wouldn’t wanna risk that right?” jisung said as he walked closer to you. you cried as you felt yourself start to get weaker. you looked at heeseung with a look that screamed help. oh how he so badly wanted to help you but he had to stick to the plan.

“come on jisung, we can sort this out like how we used to.” heeseung said as he trued to get him away from you. “how?” he said as curiosity got to him. “you know? a fight off like back when we were younger” heeseung said casually. “hm okay, hope you know i’ve gotten stronger” he said as he walked away from you and walked up to heeseung.

you watched how easily heeseung got him to the floor and punched him like it was nothing. your eyes started to flutter shut from exhaustion and lack of food and water. “now!” heeseung screamed as he held jisung down. suddenly you heard many footsteps approaching the area you were in. “fuck no no no!” jisung exclaimed in anger but didnt move out of heeseung’s hold. “what you get for playing with fire” heeseung said before he snapped his head and killed him.

jungwon quickly ran towards your side and started untying you as the rest of the boys were busy guarding and fighting off the enemies. jungwon smiled at you softly as he realised this was the person that made heeseung so happy lately. he wished he could meet you properly later but for now he needed to get you out of here safely.

he quickly got up and walked over to where jungwon was untying you. your head hung low as everything around you was muffled. you could barely keep your eyes open. “fuck baby are you here?” you heard heeseung say. you tried to look up but your eyes were shutting slowly. “hey hey hey no, dont you dare close your eyes yn” heeseung said sternly as he picked you up bridal style and carried you over the his car. “please baby” heeseung said as he held you tightly and rushed towards the hospital. “heeseung” you whispered softly. “baby its me, please stay with me i’ll explain everything later, just stay with me” heeseung said as he looked down at you. “i dont care, just wanna be with you” you said as you slowly closed your eyes and slipped into darkness.

you opened your eyes to bright blinding lights. you squinted you eyes and tried to look around your surroundings. you saw heeseung sitting on a chair with his head in his hands. you then remembered what all happened. not gonna lie, you were angry and scared at the fact that he didn’t tell you he was ther lee heeseung, but then again you knew he would never hurt you, hell he even saved you today. “hee?” you whispered as you looked to his side. “baby?” he said as he quickly looked up at you. “oh thank goodness” he quickly got to your side and placed a kiss on your forehead.

heeseung smiled at he looked at you awake. but quickly frowned when he realised he was gonna have to explain himself. he wasn’t 100% sure weather you were gonna take it well or not, but he knew he didn’t wanna lose you. “you’re not gonna lose me no matter what. i love you for you, just dont involve me with those things okay?” you said as if you were reading his thoughts. he smiled as he kissed your cheek. “im still gonna explain everything to you though and i promise i wont involve you with it, hell i dont even know if i want to continue anymore.” he said quickly.

you nodded your head and smiled as you moved a bit so that there was space for him in the hospital bed. he took the hint and climbed into bed with you and wrapped his arms around you. “i love you.” he said. it was crazy to him that even someone like him, could be capable of loving someone.

— DEAD MAN WALKING ,, Lee Heeseung

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OMG can you make a fic where the reader is a camgirl and taerae is obsessed with her, like he can practically donate all his money to her, and then he finds out that he can book a private session with the reader and books one instantly (ahsjahshs i can't think of anything that happens next, maybe they can meet up irl and um yk... aaaa)

baby this is 😵‍💫 promise im going to loop back to this in the near future (rn reqs are closed honey but this is too good to let pass so i'm only going to talk abt it a little) bcs this is so insane !!!!!!

after so many nights of fantasizing about you, when taerae gets the chance to finally have you alone its like he cant stop himself from ravishing you <3 you try to tease him at first bcs hes so shy and barely trying to initiate contact with you <333 rubbing his thighs while you're sitting next to him and looking at him all innocent when pushing your tiny hand over his very prominent bulge and asking him whats got him all heavy so soon?

you were so asking for it :( not knowing what you were really doing until he was pushing your head forward to capture your lips with his and forcing you down on the motel bed <3 hes so sweet to you despite his actions though! kissing down your body n telling you how pretty of a girl you are and how you would look so perfect with his big cock inside your hole, all stretched out for him :((

just thinking about taerae dumbing you down on his fat cock and pumping all his cum into you, so much it makes your belly start to inflate and he likes that so much, just filling you more and more to see you get all round for him <3 loves knowing hes the one that gets you so dumb you cant even babble out reasons he cant fuck his cum inside !!! the fact you'll be carrying his baby and having to stream live with the reminder of him constantly because of your pretty stomach just made more cum spirt out, coating your insides! by the end of it all youre nodding and telling him how your cunt belongs to him ♡

makes you stream it all too omg T_T fucking you so silly from behind and making you tell all your sweet viewers how much you love being fucked like a whore off camera, that you'd do anything to keep feeling his cock pushing your cervix !!! its so mean bcs you're already all messy and your tummy is swollen you know it shows so well on your cameras :( he also makes you say you can't accept anymore private meetings bcs you just fell so in love with his cock and you know no other can please you <333 taerae really practically owns you now. cant ever cum again without his help!

1 year ago

can we please talk abt eskimo kisses during sex with anton,, like normally they're so cute but while he's balls deep inside of u or after he just finished making u cum 👁👁

i’ve been saying that this boy’s actions would be contrasting during sex!! like he could be pounding you until you can’t walk but his soft voice and the sweet kisses he’d give you would make you so weak🤭 lil eskimo kisses and him with the sweetest smile as he ruins your pussy HDFJDJY just so cute (and hot)

1 year ago

Thinking of Shotaro corruption kink

hmmm shotaro thinking you’re the sweetest thing and needing to corrupt you … he’d probably shun himself for having such dirty thoughts about someone so lovely but he can’t help it. when you look up at him with your big eyes wide and your pretty little smile he can’t help but want to see you in tears instead ..

3 years ago

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Riize seunghan + sungchan (dark)

Can't you see me? - in progress

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Lee jeonghyeon!! Amusement park ask🫧

Lee jeonghyeon!! SoftDom headcanon✨

Lee jeonghyeon!! Soft or hard dom ⭐️

Yang jungwon and boobies ☀️

Park hanbin smut🌞

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2 years ago

this album is jaw dropping, knees dropping and panty dropping

1 year ago

Credit to @prncsssacrs

So wtf. Why hasn’t anybody made a fic with this particular fancam yet 😭😭 man’s is literally so fucking hot and is bias wrecking me 😭.

Y’all should send me y’all thoughts on the (legal line) boys bcs lardddd.

Or just send me Drabble ideas 💡 pretty pls!! I’ve only received 3 in total 😭


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1 year ago

innocent 𐙚 anton lee

Innocent 𐙚 Anton Lee
Innocent 𐙚 Anton Lee
Innocent 𐙚 Anton Lee

warnings. best friend!anton x female!reader, virgin!reader x experienced!anton, virginity loss, nipple sucking, hair pulling, oral (f receiving), unprotected sex, pulling out method, quite light-hearted, eludes to a corruption kink.

wc. 4k

summary. anton comes home for the summer and the two of you find yourselves having a deep conversation.

part of my late 2k prompt event

2. “let me take care of you”

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“how’s idol life?”

“tiring” anton shrugged as he responded to your question, hands resting on his stomach as he laid on your bed “i love what i do but sometimes i miss being back here” he turned his head to the side to look at where you sat on the bed next to him, back against the head board with with yours in his hair.

“at least you’re back for a few weeks” anton smiled softly at your reply, fingers pushing through the soft strands of his hair. his eyes were tired and he felt them begin to shut, yet he didn’t feel like sleeping yet. he found himself sitting up next to you instead.

“how have things been here? anything new? any boyfriends i need to beat up?” you laughed as your hands dropped to your lap.

“no one”

“and why not?” you shrugged at his question, paying no mind to how nosy your best friend was.

“i mean, the girls have been encouraging me to find someone over the summer but i don’t know how likely that’ll be”

“they want you to get into a relationship?”

“they want me to lose my virginity, tonnie”

“ah” the topic of your virginity wasn’t a sore one, the two of you just never discussed it “do you want to?” you shrugged again.

“yeah” you sighed for a moment, looking over at anton “but it’s okay it’ll happen one day”

“why do you want to lose it?”

“i just wanna know what it feels like, the girls are always talking about how good it is and how it feels so much better than when they do it themselves and i’m just curious i guess. there’s only so much a girl can do before she needs more” anton watched you carefully as you spoke, head tilting to the side as he thought.

“i get it, i was the same”

“how do you feel now you’re not a virgin?”

“the same, just hornier”

“oh that’s not good” his fingers found themselves tracing mindless patterns against the skin of your thigh “i don’t need more horniness”

“it gets that bad for you?” anton wasn’t sure why he was asking such questions, neither of you had ever delved into such a realm together before.

“yeah, sometimes i’m at it every night trying to get some sort of relief, most are filling with mediocre orgasms that barely make me feel anything”

“i didn’t realise you struggled so much” you laughed at his choice of words.

“i’ll be fine once i get some help”

“do you want some now?” anton was, well anton. he wasn’t bold, he was quiet, kept to himself, anton had absolutely never forwardly asked a girl if she wanted to sleep with him. until now, at least. he panicked for a moment, not knowing how you’d react to his sudden question.

“you want to take my virginity?”

“do you want me to?” silence filled the air as you looked at each other, his fingers paused their patterns as his hand flattered out on your thigh. it was in the moment that you realised just how close together you were, his hand on your skin sent heat to your core.

“yes”

“are you sure?”

“one hundred percent” anton nodded and squeezed your thigh. he moved himself, kneeling back so he could position you to lay on the bed, his fingers trailed along your thighs whilst he looked down at you.

“then let me take care of you, i’ll give you what you need, okay?” you nodded, eyes seemingly gazed over at the tension that had formed around the two of you.

anton could never have admitted his attraction to you out loud, part of him thought maybe he was being selfish by taking your innocence but the other part of him knew you wanted it too. anton could recall the first time he had a wet dream about you, how you bounced so prettily on his cock and cried out his name. he remembers how quickly he darted to the shower when he woke up and how even though he tried not to, he ended up with his hand flat against the tiled wall with his other tugging at his cock quickly, images of you flooding his mind as he came.

it was the start of a vicious cycle for anton, he felt like he’d just hit puberty by the way he was growing hard everytime he was around you, dreaming nightly about having your precious cunt wrapped around his cock whilst he drilled into you. sure, anton had girlfriends and one night stands and they usually took his mind off of things but once he saw you again he folded.

he wasn’t sure if having sex with you would make the dreams better or worse, but he guessed there was only one way to find out. one thing he knew though, was that you were even prettily in real life than in his dreams. your lips parted as you looked at his face, eyes focused on him as you let out a deep breath. beauty was subjective but anton believed anyone would’ve been blind to not see beauty in you.

focusing on the moment at hand, anton laughed lightly,l as he leaned over you, feeling one of your legs hook around his waist and your foot rub against the back of his thigh.

“what are you thinking about, tonnie?”

“how we ended up here” you frowned slightly as you looked at him.

“we don’t have to do this if you don’t want to”

“no no i do i promise i do, there’s nothing i want more than this. i know no one will give you the experince the way i can, love” you smiled lightly at him, hand reaching up to hold his cheek, thumb rubbing over the skin as your other hand pressed against his clothed chest.

“i trust you more than anything, i want this” anton sighed as he leaned closer to you, lips barely touching yours as he tested the waters. he pushed them a little further against yours, kissing you softly. the kiss only lasted for a short moment, a peck that confirmed to the both of you that this is what you wanted.

it only took a second of your lips to be parted for him to lean in again, lips pressing softly against yours as he brought you into a slow kiss, it made you feel dizzy as it grew deeper. your hand fingers their way to the strands of hair he had sitting at the back of his neck, breathing getting heavier as he continued to kiss you.

this was one of the things you craved most, the intense making out that left your cunt throbbing for attention. you weren’t sure on how to portray your need to anton without whining, the whine slipped out once he broke the kiss. his cheeks were flushed as he looked at you, his knee slipping in between your legs and pressing against your core, you gasped at the feeling.

“how are you feeling?” his voice was soft as he asked, barely speaking above a whisper.

“i need you” you believed the whimper that fell from you as you spoke was pathetic, but anton thought it was the hottest thing you’d ever done.

“need?”

“so bad tonnie, please” he could never deny anything you asked for, especially this. one final, gentle kiss to your lips was all it took before he knelt up once again. his fingers pushed under your shirt, looking at your face for any sign of discomfort or hesitation. “you can take it off, it’s okay” he nodded at your confirmation, fingers gently brushing against your skin as he pushed your shirt over your head and dropped it onto your bedroom floor.

he wasn’t expecting for you to be bare under your shirt, yet he was pleasantly surprised to find out you were. he couldn’t help but admire you, every skin was so soft as his fingers traced over it, nipples so hard as he thumb brushed against them. he took note of the way you squirmed as he brought his hand to cup your breast, your nipple being rubbed between his thumb and index finger before he leaned down.

as his hand squeezed one of your breasts, his other hand held the underneath of the other, pushing it up so he could wrap his lips around your nipple. he let his tongue glide over the hardening bud as he sucked lightly, letting your fingers lace them through his hair and pull gently as you whined at the unfamiliar feeling.

he savoured the feeling of your nipple on his tongue, already adoring the way your body reacted to him sucking on it. he released it from his lips before moving to the other one, this time his tongue poked out of his lips, flicking over the nub a few times before leaving open mouthed kisses against it. he felt his cock twitch in his pants when you moaned and pulled a little harsher on his hair.

he pressed a final kiss to your nipple before kissing along the valley between your pressed, lips parted leaving wet spots in his path as he made his was down your body. his fingers hooked over the the waist line of your trousers, catching your panties with it. he looked up at you for a moment, lips still attached to your skin as you nodded to him.

he hummed against your skin as he slowly pulled them off of you, head lifting as he dropped them to the floor, fingers curling around your inner thighs to part your legs for him. he groaned at the sight of you bare in front of him, opting to pull his own shirt over his head so you didn’t feel alone.

“you’re so pretty” he admired you from head to toe, your body made his heart flutter and the sight of your cunt glistening under the light left his cock fluttering too. he noticed the way your eyes lingered on his body, tracing every detail of his abs as he knelt before you. your fingers reached out to touch them, nails lightly raking against his skin before you looked at his face.

“so are you”

anton’s fingers trailed up your inner thighs before they reached your pussy, his thumbs pressed against your lips as he held them apart and looked at you. his mouth watered at the sight of your slick cunt.

“let me eat you out baby” you whined at the way he was looking at you and how he spoke to you, his words went right to your core.

“please” he moved back until he was laid on the bed, he looked up at you as his thumb brushed over your clit.

“have you ever been eaten out before?” you shook your head and whimpered, the situation growing intense and overwhelming you. there wasn’t a word you could think of to describe the way you felt toward anton in that moment, just primal need for him to touch you. anton found himself loving your answer, his mouth watering as he thought about tasting your untouched, innocent cunt.

he leaned forward, parting his lips and breathing over your slick folds before he placed a wide, open mouthed kiss over your pussy. he let his lips drag along your flesh before he done it again, being gentle as he kissed you. his hands hooked under your thighs so he could pull you closer to his face, tongue peaking out of his lips so he could press it against your slit, dragging it along your core before circling your clit with it.

he groaned as the taste of you filled his mouth, lips closing around your clit as he heard you whimper and felt your fingers grip at his hair. you were so sensitive, so sweet and whiny at every little touch. even with the small amount of stimulation anton had began to give you your hips were squirming under him, your shut as you took in the feeling of his tongue.

he was slow, not wanting to overwhelm you by going too fast. his tongue circled your clit, lips kissing over the top of it repeatedly, lips only wrapping around it and sucking on it when he thought you were ready. anton felt an intense spark run through his cock when you moaned a little louder at the feeling, the sound of you becoming breathless and moaning because of him made his cock leak.

he sucked a little harder on your clit, tongue flicking over it a little faster as he was determined to make you cum. somewhere during his actions, his middle finger found your sopping hole, the tip of it carefully circling it before he pushed it inside of you. you gasped as you felt it, his finger was longer than yours, thicker too. along side his tongue flicking over your clit, you felt as if your body was beginning to fall apart.

for a moment he released your clit, head lifting up to look at you as his finger curled inside of you. “how does it feel, baby?” you whimpered when you parted your lips, gimping as you felt another finger being pushed into you.

you were a stranger to fingering, yet it felt different having someone other than yourself do it to you, especially anton. “it’s good” your voice was weak, it was all anton needed to hear, the shaky, whiny undertone of your words had his heart melting. he smiled at you before ducking his head back down, two fingers curling inside of you as he wrapped his lips around your clit once more.

you couldn’t explain how you felt, there was an intense feeling running through your clit as anton sucked on it. you struggled to keep yourself quiet, couldn’t keep your eyes open nor could you stop your legs from shaking. the mix of his tongue with his fingers left you a wreck, unable to find a way to tell him that you were about to cum.

“cum when you’re ready baby” you whimpered hearing him talk against your cunt, his fingers speeding up their movements inside of you as he drove you to your orgasm, wanting nothing more than to feel you spilling onto his tongue and giving you your first ever orgasm from someone else.

the feeling of your orgasm hitting you was like nothing you’d felt before, you weren’t sure how to react as it ran through you. moans left you instinctively, anyone name slipping out without you realising as you came on his fingers and tongue. letting him drag out every last drop of your orgasm until you could give him anything more.

anton’s lips were slick when he lifted his head from your cunt, slowly withdrawing his fingers from your hole before looking down at you. he admired the way you were breathing heavily, how your eyes looked tired and how you struggled to keep them open as you attempted to regain your breathing. there was a subtle smile on your lips as your eyes opened, anton returned your smile as his hands soothingly rubbed your thighs.

“do you want to continue?” his question was simple but he needed to know, not wanting to give you too much all at once.

“please”

“i don’t have any condoms”

“i don’t either” you started, looking down at the bulge that had formed in his pants before looking back at his face “but i trust you, plus you can pull out right? i can get the morning after pill tomorrow just to be precautious” anton looked at you, fingers creeping up your skin before lacing with yours.

“it’s completely your choice baby” he lifted your hand and brought it to his lips, pressing then softly against the back of it “i’m okay with whatever you want to do”

“then please tonnie, i need you” he nodded before kissing the back of your hand again, letting go of it as he stood up to remove his sweats and briefs. you never knew what to expect when seeing antons cock, the size being unknown to you until he revealed it. the thickness of his cock intimidated you slightly, it looked heavy as it weighed itself down, the tip red and slick, leaking slightly.

you watched as anton knelt up between your legs, his hand wrapping around his cock as he laid it against your stomach. your eyes stayed glued to it, fingers itching to wrap around it so you could feel it in your hand.

“go on, it’s okay” it overwhelmed you how easily anton could read what you were thinking. you let your hand fall to your stomach before you reached down to wrap it around his cock, it did feel heavy in your hand. anton groaned as he felt your soft skin glide against him, your hand feeling gentler than his ever had as it ran along his cock.

“is it going to fit?” your question was genuine and innocent, slight concern lacing your tone as you looked up at his face. anton almost hated the way his cock throbbed at the sound of it.

“it will” he nodded before continuing “but you don’t have to take all of me angel. i’ll be gentle with you and you can decide how much you want to take. if it’s too much we can stop okay? all you have to do is tell me”

“i love you tonnie” anton has heard you say that multiple times in the past but it felt different in this moment, your voice appeared more vulnerable as looked down at you. his hand reached for your face, thumb brushing over your cheek as he leaned down to kiss you softly.

“i love you too baby” his face stayed near yours, hand moving to lace his fingers through yours and press them down against the mattress near your head, letting you dig your nails into the back of his hand as he replaced your hand that was wrapped around his cock with his own.

“are you ready, love?” you gulped at his question, eyes watching his. he looked at you with a gentle gaze, never taking his eyes off of yours.

“i’m ready tonnie” he watched you for a moment, tip of his cock pressing against your soaked clit. your lips parted at the feeling, breathing growing a little deeper as he dragged it down your slit.

he was focused on you when he pressed the head of his cock against your inviting hole, he felt you clench before he properly pushed it in. his thumb rubbed against the back of your hand, lips pressing against your temple.

“you can relax baby, it’s okay” you took a deep breath as you tried to let your body relax, allowing yourself to sink into the sheets under you. anton paid mind to the way you gasped when the head of his cock shifted inside of you, pressing slightly deeper as his girth stretched you out.

you opened your mouth, wanting to tell him how big he felt but all you could do was whimper. it didn’t hurt the way you’d first believed it would, but the stretch was overwhelming. it wasn’t painful but there was an ache in your cunt that you couldn’t shift, the only way the ache hurt was because you were aching for something more, but you weren’t sure what that something more was.

“is it too much?” anton wasn’t all the way inside of you, the parts of himself he did give you were slowly being dragged in and out of you. letting you adjust to the way you were taking him. you shook your head at his question, gulping before trying to respond.

“i want more” you sounded broken when asking for more, anton groaned a little louder as he shifted more of himself inside of you, watching your face carefully as he slowly pushed the rest of his cock into your welcoming heat.

anton felt overwhelmed but he didn’t want to show it. you were wrapped tightly around his cock, your slick making it hot inside. he wanted to make you feel good, wanted you to feel safe and comfortable under him whilst you took his cock but you just felt so good, too good, it took a lot in him to not go dizzy because of it.

he kept himself still once his cock was seated completely inside of you, looking at you as you clenched around him. your eyes opened gently as you looked back at him, his cheeks were flushed and his eyes were wide, he looked like a mess. a pretty one, at least, but a mess. you wondered just how much he was suffering from this.

anton’s free hand laced through your free one, both of your hands now intertwined as he pulled his hips back before pushing them forward again. it was a smooth, slow motion. his cock filled you up incredibly well. the ache you felt in your core was beginning to fade, having every inch of him inside of you only increased the pleasure you felt inside of you, rather than an ache.

“it’s so good tonnie” your voice broke mid sentence, eyes not being able to stay open as he fucked you slowly, stretching out your cunt with each soft thrust forward. whine-like moans fell from your lips as you took him, anton found himself groaning during it too.

“you feel so fucking good baby” anton moaned as he spoke back to you, his forehead pressing against yours as he basked in the way you felt around him, finding himself quickly becoming obsessed with how perfectly your cunt molded around him.

within a few moments one of his hands let go of yours, soon enough you felt his thumb press against your clit, small circles being rubbed against the slick, swollen numb as he continued to fuck you slowly.

“wanna make you cum” he told you, head lifting from yours so he could look down at you, thumb speeding up as his thrusts stayed the same “want you to cum around my cock, baby” you nodded and whined a little louder at his words, already feeling your body heat up a little more as he continued pleasing you.

“i don’t think im gonna last long tonnie” you whined through your words, back arching up, chest pressing against his as his cock slipped a little deeper inside of you, head seemingly finding a spot inside of you that had moan after moan slipping from your lips.

“it’s okay baby you can let go whenever you’re ready” he treated you so well, cared for you as if you were going to break apart at any second, you were fragile under his touch. all he wanted to do was make you cum around his cock and bring you to heaven.

bringing you to your second orgasm brought anton joy, but also left him tilting toward the edge. he let you fall apart under him, feeling your legs shake and your fingers dig into his hand and back as he fucked you through it. only pulling out once he knew you were done. anton quickly found himself kneeling up over your body, hand jerking off his cock as he released himself over your skin.

looking down at you, anton couldn’t help but admire the way his cum covered the skin of your stomach and how tired your pretty face was. he kissed you again, lips barely touching yours as he let you relax under him. it took him a few moments to get the courage to stand up and leave you, almost rushing to find a towel to help you clean up, gently dragging it along your flesh to help you before letting it fall onto the floor. caving the moment he heard you whine for him to come back to you.

once he did, his fingers raked through your hair as you laid against his chest, arms wrapped around his body tightly as if he was going to disappear within seconds. he could feel your body growing heavy against his, breathing steadying out as you allowed your exhaustion to take over your body.

anton wasn’t sure how the following day would play out for the two of you and how this would affect your friendship, he could only pray that any change that was incoming would be good.

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1 year ago

❛RELAX❜ ( o. shotaro )

💬nia's notes: i know i said i wouldn't start wriring for riize just yet , but i couldn't help it i just love taro.

❛RELAX❜ ( O. Shotaro )
❛RELAX❜ ( O. Shotaro )
❛RELAX❜ ( O. Shotaro )

p. stoner!shotaro x shy!reader w. 3.4k (idk either)

warnings? drug usage , unprotected sex , dirty talk , pwp , cumming inside , oral ( f. receiving), fingering ,

— 𖦹 ( smoking weed with shotaro leads to something more ) !

❛RELAX❜ ( O. Shotaro )

"you're late mr. osaki." you looked up from your computer , you sat in the way back , so you got a good look at the entire class , including the boy who stood at the door , shoulders hung , he definitely didn't want to be here. "this the eighth time this month class starts at one o'clock not one-thirty."

he nodded , head still low. "i slept late." the teacher shook her head. "take a seat mr. osaki , next time set a better alarm." she turned back to the projector.

he made his way to the back , the rest of the desk filled up except the one next to you , your bag occupied the chair. "can i sit?" he said looking at you, you could now see that his eyes were red , he was high. "hello?" he waved his hand in front of your face. "h-huh?"

"mrs.(last name) , mr. osaki , is there a problem." the class turned to face you both. "just trying to sit down." he kept his eyes on you. "so can i sit down?" you nodded , quickly moved your things from the seat — he sat down , everyone turning back to the board and your heart finally stopped beating at 100 miles per hour from all the attention.

you tried to focus on the board , but you couldn't help but glance over to him everyone once and a while , you've see him every once in a while in this class , he'd often sit in the back , he almost never paid attention , but he always passed — getting up and leaving , he basically was there for attendance.

"you know i can feel you staring at me?" his whisper voice spooked you , you tried to turn , but it was no use. "y-you don't have any books." you said , he could barely hear you , but he chuckled. "yeah , i know." he said. "i'll get someone else to do it."

you went to face him again , but he beat you to it , his face was already close to yours. "what about you princess?" he smirked at your flustered stated. "you wanna do it for me , be a good girl and do my work for me?"

"wh-what." he sat back in his chair , head low again. "i was kidding (name)." how'd he know your name? "you're gonna miss the class if you don't pay attention. the class , that's right. "sh-shit." you cursed , turning to the right page , refocusing on the work , taking the notes down on your computer.

shotaro watched you , in fact he always watched you — you just never payed any attention to your surroundings , always trying to get somewhere quickly and quietly , but sometimes he'd catch you , mumbling things to yourself while working and he thought it was cute , he thought you were cute , so when god gave him the opportunity to sit next to you , he took it even though he was high out of his mind and could barely pick up on anything.

class went by quickly , shotaro had fallen asleep , probably sleeping off his high , while you jotted down the notes. "we have a test coming up , it's worth half your grades , so remember to study." you packed up all your stuff. "mrs.( last name)?" you looked up. "y-yes?" the professor pointed to shotaro. "please wake him up." she shook her. "don't even know why he bothers to come."

you turned to the sleeping boy , reaching out and lightly tapping him. "h-hey." you tapped him once again , a little harder this time , his eyes fluttered open , no longer red , his pupils back to normal. "class is over now." you said , about to walk away , when he grabbed your wrist.

"wait." his voice groggily from sleep. "let me take you home." he said. "you don't live on campus , correct?" you nodded. "b-but you don't have to." you said. "it's cool , i want to." he stood up. "wh-why?"

you were so cute , all shy. "maybe i just hang out with you , not everyone is all scary." he said. "you'll take me straight home?" you questioned. "i promise." he smirked , moving close to you , his body close to yours. "unless you have another place." he laughed as you took a step back. "let's go." he took your bag from your shoulders , putting it on his.

you guys made it to his car , he opened your door , letting you step inside before he closed the door , jogging over to the drivers side , climbing in , tossing your bookbag in the back. "ready?"

you looked out the window as drove , picking at the string on your skirt nervously , shotaro picked up on it , grabbing your hand. "stop that , you don't want to mess it up do you?" you shook your head , stopping. "good girl." those words sending a shiver down your spine.

"you hungry?" he spoke up. "we can stop for food." he wanted to grab food with you , did he mean like a date? was he asking you out on a date? "don't think too much of it , you'll hurt that pretty head of yours." he said. "there's a drive through mcdonalds near by , we can pick something up." you nodded , he let out a tsk sound.

"ah you can do better." he said. "let me hear that pretty voice , use your words." you couldn't understand it , but the way he spoke to you , it made you feel something , something you've never felt before — but it made you want to listen to him. "o-okay" he smiled. "good girl , let's go."

he pulled into the drive through , the lady spoke through the voice machine , he ordered what he want , turning to you getting your order before telling her what you want. "okay , you guys can pull up to the front window."

after getting your food , he placed it in your lap , driving off. you noticed he missed the exit to get back to your house , your eyes widening. "m-my house— i know." had that been any other person , you've would been shitting your pants , but with him surprisingly you felt safe. "i have place where we can eat our food and talk."

he drove for about ten more minutes , pulling into a old parking lot. "don't be so nervous." he said. "i would never put you in any harm , just relax." he said , grabbing the bag , taking the food out. "here you go." you shyly too the box of chicken nuggets , sitting them in your lap , he smiled. "cute."

he turned on a random tv show on his phone , sitting it up so you could see while you ate , occasionally making conversation with you , smiling when you shyly nod or avoided his eye contact — which never away , his eyes were always on you , watching everything you did.

"i-is th-there something on my face?" you said , looking for a napkin. "no , just like looking at you." you were flustered again , his constant flirting was going to kill you. "w-why?"

"because you're pretty." he said. "and i like staring at you." you quickly switched the subject. "i took all the notes down , i'll send them to you." he turned to you , laughing. "i didn't really mean for you to actually do my work for me princess." you began to pick at the string on your skirt again.

"hey." he grabbed your hands. "thank you , but don't worry your pretty little head about me." you nodded , and he let your hand go , this time resting his hand on your knee. "just relax , when you're with me that's all you have to do is relax."

he reached in the glove compartment , pull out a small metal can , opening it — revealing four pre-rolled joints. "sh-shotaro , what are you doing?" he smiled , taking one out , along with his lighter. "what does it look like?" he put the blunt to his mouth , about to light it. "b-but you can't drive if you're high."

"well then i guess you have to stay right here with me until im sober again." he light it up , taking a drag , inhaling , then exhaling. "you don't mind that do you." it probably should've bothered you , but it really didn't , you actually wanted to spend more time with him , this was probably the most you've been out in like forever. "i-i guess i don't mind."

you watched him take multiple drags , his body slumping further and further into the seat , he turned the radio on , r&b playing on a low volume as smoke filled the car. "you want to try?"

you shook your head. "i-i'm fine." you've never done something like that before , you wouldn't even know what to do. "why not , it will finally take your mind off everything." he said. "i-i've never done it before." of course you haven't. "i know , but that doesn't mean you can't try."

you thought about it before agreeing , what harm could it be. "s-sure." you said , he sat up , taking the blunt out of his mouth. "you don't have to , i won't force you (name)." he said. "i-i want to."

he nodded , you turned to him. "let me lead." you obey , and he held the blunt to your mouth. "open up." he tapped the blunt on your lips , you got that feeling again that you did earlier — parting your lips. "good girl , now close."

you obeyed , closing your lips. "now inhale it — not too much." he watched you closely , tapping your cheek with his finger , signaling you to stop , now hold it , that's it , just a little longer." the smoke filled your lungs. "now let go." you coughed , the smoke coming out of your mouth. "it's okay , it's okay." he patted your back. "it's always like that the first few times , you'll get the hang of it."

he let you hit it two more times , before he seem your eyes get redder and redder , before he was pulling it away from your lips. "that's enough , three is enough for someone like you."

you sat back , your body felt like it was melting into the seat. "look at you , finally relaxing." he smiled , you chuckled. "and you laughed , that's three wins for me today." he said. "three?" he hummed. "i got you to hang out with me , i got you relax and i got you to smile." he counted them.

he noticed you in your own world , picking with the hem of your skirt. "what's troubling that pretty head again?" he held your hands down once again. "wh-why did you want to hang out with me?" you said. "are you not having good time."

"n-no it's not that, it's just that , you've never paid attention to me before , wh-why all of sudden." he smiled , you were so clueless. "how would you know pretty , you alway have your head in the clouds , talking to yourself." your face heated up with embarrassment.

"do i really talk to myself?" you didn't evem realize you were doing it now , he laughed. "you're so cute." he rubbed your knee. "that's why i wanted to hang out with you , everything about you is so cute." your face was on fire , you turned out to face the window.

"especially when you get all shy , i find that so cute." he grabbed your jaw , turning it to face him. "why'd you turn away?" he smirked , his eyes fell to your lip , which you were chewing on. "am i making you nervous?"

you could barely comprehend what was going on , between the weed flowing through your system , and his hand resting on your leg , the other forcing you to look at him , it was all too much. "i really want to kiss you right now." your eyes widened.

"can i?" his thumb ran across your bottom lip , you nodded. "i need to hear you princess , use those words." you were afraid , not knowing what would come out. "y-yes , you can." he smiled , leaning in , his lips pressing against yours.

his lips felt nice , soft against yours. he could tell you were still nervous , pulling away. "look at you , your eyes all glazed over." he chuckled. "did you like it?" he questioned. "you want another one?" you nodded. "words pretty girl."

"i want another one." you said , your voice the most clear than has been , shotaro took notice of this. "how about you come sit right here and get it." he patted his lap , your eyes fluttered to his his lap , the to him. "y-your lap?" he nodded. "yeah , if you want to." you thought about it , you'd never even gone this far with a guy , but you wanted to — you wanted to go that far with shotaro. "o-okay."

you undid your seat belt , slowly climbing into his lap , hovering right above him. "let me help you." he grabbed your hips , pulling you down. "there you go pretty girl." his hands rested on your thighs , on of them coming up to caress your cheek. "just relax for me." he pulled you into another kiss.

you don't know if it was the weed , or his kisses , but you were on cloud nine and you didn't want to come down , he deeped the kiss , it was sloppy at first , but he allowed you to find your own pace , eventually getting the hang of it.

this was the best high of his life , he wish he could stay like this forever , in this moments , you on top of him , your lips against his , smoke still floodings the car , making it hotter than it already was.

the feeling from earlier was back and it was stronger than ever , traveling from your stomach to in between your legs , an almost unbearable , you couldn't help but move.

shotaro smirked , pulling away , you chased his lips desperately. "calm down." he whispered , against your lips. "you're getting so worked up princess , try and relax for me , you can have everything you want in a minute."

he wanted to make sure you really wanted this , that it wasn't just the weed talking. "you don't have to do this." he said. "i still really just want to hang out with you." he rested his forehead against yours. "i-i want to." you said. "i really want to."

his cock was hardening against his slacks , you were on top of him , your eyes blown out as you practically begged him to fuck you , grinding against him. "fu-fuck , if you keep grinding against me , im gonna cum in my pants." he grunted.

"i-i didn't mean to." he threw his head back against the headrest. "i know princess , i know you don't." he played with the ends of your shirt. "let's get you out of this." he lifted your shirt above your head , revealing your pink bra.

"so pretty baby , can i take it off?" you were about to nod , but deciding to skip that part , "y-yes." he smiled. "you finally caught on princess , keep using those words , let me hear that pretty voice." he reached behind you , undoing the hooks , letting your bra fall , your tits bouncing from the impact. "such pretty tits." his hand came up , engulfing your boobs , squeezing them.

"sh-shotaro." you moaned , and he was slowly losing it , you moaned so prettily , even prettier than he imagined. "so soft." he whispered , bringing his lips to your bud , sucking on it. "sh-shit , feels so good." you felt your panties soaking even more , you probably were making such a mess , but you couldn't care right now , you needed him.

oh couldn't hold it anymore , he needed to feel you , he needed to be inside you. "fu-fuck , fuck princess i need you , please i need to fuck you." he moaned , waiting for your word , once you gave it to him he was directing you to the back seat , laying you on your back.

"wanna taste you first." he sighed , kissing your stomach , making his way down to your skirt , lifting it up to your waist. "pretty panties." you whined , squirming your hips.

"relax , i told you , you'll get everything you want." he pulled your panties down your legs , he'll find them later — kissing right above your tailbone.

it was cramped , but that didn't stop him spreading your legs as much as he could , buring himself in between them , licking a strip up your cunt. "ohmygod." you moaned. "f-feels so good." he hummed against your heat , you moans only egging him on.

you tasted like heaven , this was his new drug , you were all he ever needed to feel high again , he pulled away , giving your clit little kitten licks. "you taste so good princess." his lips wet from your slick. "want my fingers?"

he rubbed your swollen bud , you nodded. "p-please." he pushed one finger into your hole. "your little cunt is barely taking my finger princess , i don't think im gonna fit." he added another finger , a slight sting making you hiss.

"it's okay , it's okay." he slowly thrusted his fingers into you , the pain slowly subsiding. "that's it , my fingers like a good girl." your stomach began to tighten. "you're clenching around my fingers." he rubbed your clit in circles. "you gonna cum?" you nodded. "go a head , cum on fingers , so i can make you do it again on my cock." he sped up his fingers , the band tighten more and more — before it snapped. "fuck 'taro , im cumming!" you screamed , cumming all over his fingers. "fuck!"

"good girl , fuck you came so much." he pulled his fingers out , bringing them back to his mouth , getting another taste , his cock twitching in his pants. "shit."

he undid his pants , pulling them down enough for his cock to spring out , resting against his stomach. his cock was big , a long vein adorned the side , his tip red , leaking with pre-cum. "are you sure you want , we don't have to go any further?"

you whined , reaching down grabbing his cock. "pl-please." your voice was desperate , as you stroked his cock. "i want it so much." you begged , shotaro cursed , grabbing your hand , replacing it with his own , lining himself up with your cunt. "i'll go slow."

and slow he did , sinking into your cunt , both of you letting out a moan. "fu-fuck , you're so fucking tight." his voice was shaky. "baby , you gotta stop clenching , im gonna cum." he grunted. "ca-can't help it." you mewled. "y-you're so big." he smirked , rocking his hips.

"yeah , you feeling full of my cock?" you moaned. "s-so full." he held your leg around his waist as he pounded into your needy hole. "you're so vocal now , what happened to my shy baby , where is she?" he grunted. "s-still here?" you moaned.

"yeah? she's still in there , but i like this version though , you moaning for me like a little slut." you tightened around his cock , making him hiss. "sh-shit , you like being called that?" he grunted , hitting that gummy spot. "there it is?" he continuously thrusted against that spot.

"my perfect girl , this is all just for me?" he rubbed your clit. "only i get to see you like this , all slutted out , right?" you felt your orgasm. "ye-yes , fuck 'taro im gonna cum." he kissed your lips. "go ahead , cum for me."

he pressed his forhead against yours , wrapping your leg around his waist , hitting deeper than before , trigger your orgasm. "taro fuck." you tightened around him hard. "oh shit." he didn't even have a chance , before he was spilling his cum into your cunt.

"sh-shit , im so sorry." he pulled out slowly , his cum seeping out of your cunt , his cock twitching at the sight , he didn't mean it this time , he can't be to sure next time. "i-its okay , i'm on birth control."

he let your leg go slowly , carefully just incase you were sore. "let me clean you up." he grabbed a tissue , carefully cleaning you off. "you did so well." he praised , your face turned hot. "st-stop it." you stuttered. "ah , there she is." he smiled. "so cute."

he helped you get dressed , you climbed out of the car , getting back into the passenger's seat , he climbed back into the drivers seat. "i don't want to take you back right now." he said slumped in his seat sad. "w-we c-can come back tomorrow." you said , he sat back up happily. "okay , i'll pick you up after class." he started the car , placing his hand on your thigh , much higher than before.

"maybe tomorrow you can put my cock in that pretty mouth of yours."

❛RELAX❜ ( O. Shotaro )

©️LUVYENI

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