π pink gerbera π
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i will never allow anybody to make me feel shame about myself ever again
replacing empty thoughts and compulsive reassuring myself that "everyone loves me" with "i'm doing this for myself"
to do:
get job...π₯²
when i've secured a job:
confirm salary
organise a flat/1 bed house that will allow me to have a cat
find a local cat shelter
contact current employers about the year break
do anytime:
buy a parcel so i can mail my used binder to spectrum
peruse the local gay bar scene
make progress on my cosplay sewing before summer comes around - see if painting the stripes on is possible
All I ever wanted was to experience what its like to feel safe with someone.
i love π. i love myself. i love the people around me who are distant but kind. who want me to uphold my boundaries. who want things to be better for me. who i don't have to rely on and who don't rely on me. who give me space. who let me improve. we will make things better for me. i will make things better for me. and i don't ever have to go back
βThe life in front of you is far more important than the life behind you.β
β Joel Osteen
βFall in love with taking care of yourself. Fall in love with the path of deep healing. Fall in love with becoming the best version of yourself but with patience, with compassion, and respect to your own journey.β
β Sylvester McNutt
you'll forgive yourself, wont you?
i will never recover from the fact that their last ever interaction was an argument.
βI just want to be with someone who doesnβt disappear when love gets tough.β
β j. iron word
βGive people time. Give people space. Donβt beg anyone to stay. Let them roam. Whatβs meant for you will always be yours.β
β Reyna Biddy
βNever allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option.β
β Mark Twain
Hatsune Miku ; Vocaloid β Good Smile Company
mother garden strawberry cutie dresser πππ
Customer Cat ; Original Character β Ribose
sonico icons π©·
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β*:.q.o(β§β½β¦)o.q.:*βπ
forever in awe of people who pay attention. people who wait for you while you tie your shoes while the others have walked away. when they continue listening intently while the rest of the group stopped listening. noticing your moments of silence when everyone else hasnβt. βthis made me think of youβ noticing things you never even noticed about yourself. people who say βtext me when you get home safe.β people who make you laugh until you cry. childhood friends who keep in touch. people with genuine intentions. people who are soft when the world has given them every opportunity to turn hard. the βletβs get ice creamβ at 3am friend. the turn up the music in the car and sing friend. people whose actions match their words. people who make the world feel less chaotic. kindred spirits. the trustworthy and honest. hard workers. good listeners. clear communicators. people who love you for who you are. people who donβt ask you to be anything other than yourself. people who choose you. people who stay.